American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
Carl felt like an ignoble marionette who was being hastily mended
behind the curtain for fear that he might cast ridicule upon the
sleekly vacant play, and his emotions were evenly divided between
amusement and contempt. Driving his heart and mind into a fitting
blankness, he closed the bathroom door. Levy had a room in the Felman
apartment and they treated him with an unctuous respect that almost
verged upon an Oriental self-abasement. He was a man of twenty-six who
worked for a wealthy uncle, received a large salary, and polished and
scrubbed the limited essentials of a semi-professional man-about-town,
with minor chorus girls and gamblers helping him to flatter
microscopically the fatigue donated by his daily labors.
“Be very friendly to Al, please,” said Mrs. Felman, as they all sat
around the dining-room table. “He’s a very smart man--works in the
mail-order business, selling cheap jewelry to country people, and makes
a pile of money. His seven dollars a week come in mighty handy to us, I
can tell you.”
“Dammit, all business is going good except whiskey,” said Mr. Felman,
as though he were inviting an elusive conspiracy to share the firmness
of his tones. “These prohibition fanatics are ruining everything. The
saloon-keepers are all afraid they’re gonna be closed up, and they
won’t buy. I haven’t sold a barrel in two days. I don’t know what the
world’s coming to with all these here prohibitions. People are entirely
too busy telling each other what to do, and nobody minds his own
business any more.... Well, anyway, Carl, there’s still sample bottles
for you to swipe from my overcoat pockets.”
He said the last words with a bearish joviality, and had the expression
of a bear who has paddled to within a mile of irony and is sniffing at
the singular realm.
“Sol, don’t remind me of his old wildness,” said Mrs. Felman, with a
peevish dread. “I still remember the time when he staggered along the
sidewalk in front of all the neighbors. Is there anything bad that he
hasn’t done, I want to know?”
One evening, just before running away from home, Carl had taken some
tiny bottles of whiskey from his father’s overcoat, without curiosity,
but longing for the feeling of sly self-assurance that had balanced his
blood from former sneaking sips. He had repaired with the bottles to
a neighboring public park and emptied them in swiftly nervous gulps,
enjoying the vastly kinglike sneer at the world which had brushed aside
his melancholy uncertainties.
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