American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
He complimented a chair at the table briskly; or, in other words, he
sat down, employing a great condescension of limbs. He and Felman began
an uncouth debate concerning the respective selling merits of whiskey
and cheap jewelry, while Carl listened, bored and a little sick at the
stomach. Words to these men were crudely unveiled mistresses, selling
their favors for whatever hasty coin might be thrown on the table. Levy
turned to Carl.
“How did you like the army?” he asked, with a lightly superior
kindliness.
Carl nervously wondered what he should answer and bickered with
his desire to return a curt indifference to this vaguely garnished
mannikin. He decided to annoy the limited mind of the man in front
of him and take a comforting wraith of revenge from this result--his
customary device for such situations, always used to evade a language
which he did not care to simulate. The physical nearness of people
made him snarl, for then his imagination found it more difficult to
trifle with their outlines, and he would strive to drive them away with
insult.
“The army is a colorless workshop, where men can forget their past and
avoid gambling with their future,” he said, in an aloofly professorial
voice. “All of the hurried and obedient movements of a day in the army,
like a little drove of dazed foxes, prevent a man from fully realizing
his own insignificance, and at night there is always a nearby city in
which the sorrowful illusion can be captured again. Oh, yes, the army
is an excellent prison for men to whom life holds a fixed horizon--men
whose hearts and minds have reduced curiosity to an ashen foothold.”
Levy’s brows bent to an unfamiliar process and perplexity slowly
loosened his lips, but a feeling of irritated pride made him determined
not to show his confusion to one whom he looked upon as a demented and
windy subordinate. He knew that this “fancy fool” was attempting to
parade a superior knowledge of English, thus creating a counterfeit of
wisdom.
“Oh, I don’t think that the army is as bad as all that,” he said,
in a glibly hurried voice, trying to assume an attitude of careless
disagreement. “I was a sergeant-major once in the National Guard,
down in Tennessee, and we had a pretty good time of it, I’ll tell you.
It gave us all a splendid muscle and fine appetite, and it taught us
to obey the commands of our superior officers without hesitating. You
know, in life you’ve got to follow the orders of someone who knows more
than you do, or you’ll never get anywhere. Besides, we had a lot of
intelligent men in our outfit. Why, my company commander was one of the
best lawyers in Nashville.”
“My planet is somewhat distant from yours. I was barely able to hear
you,” said Carl, amusedly. “Still, that doesn’t mean that either of us
is better or worse than the other. Your eyes are contented with what
they see and mine are not. But it would not be very important to tell
you of things that you have never missed.”
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