American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
or aloof, gave him softly vague responses. Mrs. Felman, for the first
time, looked out with heavy peace from behind the crinkling newspaper
where she had been placidly nibbling at the perfumed logics of a latest
divorce scandal. Her son had finally redeemed the evening by exhibiting
a small but ordinary proficiency which drew him a little nearer to the
dully efficient level of mankind, and her reflections upon his material
future became a shade less hopeless.
CHAPTER IV.
At an early hour on the following morning she hurried Carl to the
business section of the city so that the neighboring women, who slept
late after getting breakfast for their men, would not see him from
their windows, and at a department store she purchased a cheap suit of
clothes for him. He dressed behind a small screen in the store, feeling
like a small, eccentric lamb who was being glossed for the market. She
left him at an elevated railroad station, extracting a dollar from her
pocketbook with an air of intensely solemn and reflective importance.
“Don’t waste it now; I know your tricks,” she said. “Be sure and get
the afternoon paper and look through the want ads. Take anything at the
start--don’t be high-toned.”
Carl gave her the necessary monosyllables of assent and walked down the
street, his mind busy with many insinuations.
“Perhaps I’d better stop stealing for a while,” he said to himself.
“If I keep it up without an intermission it’s going to land me in jail
again and I’m not anxious for that circumscribed travesty to happen.
That term of three months in Texas gave me a great deal of time in
which to write, but the little animals in that place intruded with a
bite that was both wistful and inadequate. It’s a little difficult to
write about beauty and scratch your skin simultaneously--the proud
stare of the former does not like to sit in the prison of a small
irritation. It is an intricately adjusted equilibrium and the lunge of
a finger nail can desecrate this subtly balanced aloofness. There is
little difference between the bars of mind and actual iron rods, but
when you are still partly inarticulate, physical motion can become a
necessary recompense. No, for the time being I had better strain my
hands in prayer against the tiny implements with which men felicitate
their stupidity. Back and forth--but what else can I do?”
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