American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
As they walked down the street after the day’s work Carl looked
closely at him for the first time. Sweat and dirt were violating the
youthful outlines of his face, and his small blue eyes were contracted
and deeply sunk as though still directing the movements of his arms.
The blunt strength of his body sagged beneath the colorlessness of
clothes and his head was wearily bent forward--the grey frenzies of a
civilization had exacted their daily tribute and it is possible that he
was not aware of the glory and impressiveness which certain poets find
in his cringing role. For a time Carl looked at him with an exhausted
friendliness and felt tied to him by the intimate bonds of confessing
sweat and conquered toil, and this illusion did not vanish until he
spoke.
“Me for beer and somethin’ to eat,” he said, with heavy anticipation.
“A day shust like this’ll take the guts outa any man. Come along, Jack,
I’ll stand treat for the suds.... An’ say, lemme give ya a tip--don’t
overwork yourself out on this job. It don’t pay. You won’t get a cent
more at the end of the week. Do whatcha gotta do but take it kinda
easy. Kinda easy. The boss is too busy most of the time to notice who’s
doin’ the most work an’ unless you loaf on the job you can get by
without killin’ yourself.”
The complacent roughness of his voice, divided by the shallow wisdoms
of the underdog, destroyed the feeling of tired communion which Carl
had been sheltering, and his exhaustion began to creep apart from the
man, like a tottering aristocrat. He was once more a proudly baffled
creator, shuffling along after a day of useless movements, and his
hatred for human beings awoke from its short sleep and brandished a
sneer on his loose and dirt-streaked face.
He walked into a corner saloon with Petersen and gulped down a glass
of beer. Its cool interior kiss aroused a bit of vigor within him
and he looked around at the men who were amiably fighting to place
their elbows on the imitation mahogany bar. Their faces were relaxed
and soiled, heavily betraying the aftermath of a day of toil, and
an expression of brief elation teased their faces as they swallowed
the beer and whiskey and licked their lips. After each drink they
stood with blustering indecision, like generals striving to forget a
menial dream and regain their command of an army, or quietly tried to
erase the blunders and supplications of a day, seeking nothing save
the solace of lazy conversation and weakly clownish arguments. The
strained, corrupt clamor of voices debating over women, prize-fighters,
and money swayed back and forth and was timidly disputed by the whir of
electric-fans and the clink of glasses. A wave of sleepy carelessness
stormed Carl as he watched these men. Inevitably thrown in with them,
as a sacrifice to a dubious reality, he felt inclined to copy their
actions and inanely insult his actual self, since at this moment all
words and gestures seemed equally futile to him.
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