American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
With a quivering immersion he bent over his paper, lost to the keen
realities of a city day. Sidling vagrants and transients from small
towns glanced at him with morose disfavor and sometimes stopped to
stare at this shabby young man whose head was never raised from his
writing. His abstraction was an insult to their sense of idle release.
He wrote for hours and only paused when hunger of a different kind
began irresistibly to whisper within him, for he had not eaten since
morning. It was six o’clock when he hastened from the park. He joined
the homeward bound masses, feeling satiated and apart, and dreading the
evening contact with his sagging, verbose parents. They were sitting
and standing in two of the few postures that life still absentmindedly
allowed them--bending over newspaper and frying-pan.
“Well, I’ve lost my job,” he said to his father.
His father dropped the newspaper and his mother shuffled in from the
kitchen.
“Lost your job--what do you mean?” said his mother with slow
incredulity, as though she had just escaped being crushed by a falling
wall.
“They told me this morning that it had only been a temporary one and
they paid me off. I thanked the clerk for his news but he didn’t seem
to take it in the right spirit.”
“Ach, I knew it would happen, I knew it,” said Mrs. Felman. “Here’s
what you get from your ma-anooal labor! What kind of work is that for
an educated boy like you? With your brains, now, you could go out on
the road and sell goods. You should have more get-up about you. Mrs.
Feinsthal was telling me at my whist-club today that her son Harry
is making piles of money with Liebman and Company. Sells notions and
knick-knacks. You could easy do the same if you had any sense in your
head.”
“Carrie’s right, this slavery is no work for a smart man,” said Mr.
Felman. “Any fool, you know, can work with his hands, but it takes real
intelligence to make a man buy something. I want you to be able to
laugh at people, and feel independent, and not be a poor schlemiel all
your life.”
“Well, you’ve been a travelling salesman for twenty years,” said Carl,
with a weary smile, “and before that you tried a general merchandise
store, but it doesn’t seem to have brought you much money or happiness.
You recommend a treacherous wine. The thing that you’ve fought for has
always scarred and eluded you. What’s the reason?”
Mr. Felman lowered his head while the round fatness of his face
revealed a huddled confusion of emotions in which shame and annoyance
predominated. He sat, tormenting his greyish red moustache, as though
it were a fraudulent badge, and gazing with still eyes at a newspaper
which he was not reading.
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