American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
These thoughts and emotions formed themselves in Carl’s mood as he
strolled through the clattering, mercenary sounds of a midwestern
city. The joy of not being compelled to cope with undesired physical
movements brought its lightness to his legs, and he hurriedly fished
for secrets from the thousands of faces gliding past him. This shrouded
girl with a scowling face--was she meditating upon the possibility of
suicide, or wondering why her sweetheart had failed to purchase a more
expensive box of candy? Each face curved its flesh over a triviality or
an important affair and swiftly taunted his imagination, challenging it
to remove the masks that confronted it.
“Life holds a measure of anticipation and mystery because people for
the most part pass each other in silence. If they stopped to talk to
each other they would become transparent and wearisome.”
As Carl walked along hope began to sing its juvenile ballade within
his contorted heart. He planned to send his poems to the magazines
and he felt strengthened by the unexpected lull of this late autumn
morning. He hurried to his favorite bench in the public square, one
that he always occupied if it happened to be vacant when he passed.
He had a shyly whimsical fancy--a last remnant of youth asserting
itself within him--that his touch upon this bench stayed there while
he was absent and gave a sense of invisible, prodding communion to
other pilgrim-acrobats who occupied this seat at times--an abashed
bit of sentimentality evading itself with an image. Filled with the
alert meeting of hope and bitterness he wrote with a degree of fluid
ease that had never visited him before, and for the first time his
lyrics grazed a phrase or two that rumored recalcitrantly of a proud
story known as beauty. In one attempted poem he asserted that an old,
blind, Greek huckster on the side street of an American city had
suddenly towered above the barrenly angular buildings, in a massive
reincarnation of Homer, and he wrote in part:
A purplish pallor stole
Over your antique face--
The warning of a soul
Rising with tireless grace.
Rising above your cart
Of apples, figs, and plums,
And with its swelling art
Deriding the city’s drums.
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