American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
“Ach, I thought those writing notions were out of your head,” cried
Mrs. Felman. “Who will buy your good-for-nothing stuff? I can’t
understand a word of it myself! Writing again! Will my miseries never
end?”
Mr. Felman glared at his son and the old hostility fell opaquely
between them.
“Between you and your mother I’ll be in the grave soon!” he shouted.
“I’m done with you!”
He arose and stalked out of the apartment, muttering and producing a
loud period of sound as he closed the door.
Al Levy strolled into the dining-room, triumphantly tinkering with one
of the points of his small black moustache; lightly whistling a tune
from some latest musical comedy; and bearing upon his face the look of
bored patience which he assumed when in the presence of an inferior
being. After he and Carl had exchanged constrained “helloes” he sat
at the table and nervously interested himself in his cigar, as though
silently signaling for future words.
“See here, Carl, I don’t want to butt in, and of course, it’s none of
my business, but I couldn’t help hearing some of the argument that
you’ve just had with your parents and I want to give you a little
advice, purely for your own good. You’re on the wrong track, old boy.
You’re living in a world that wasn’t made to order for you and you
can’t change it. If you don’t bow to the world the old steam-roller
will get you, and what satisfaction is that going to bring you? This
poetry of yours is all very well as a side-line, something to fill in
the time when you’re not working, and of course it’s very pretty stuff.
I like to read poetry myself sometimes. But really you shouldn’t take
it more seriously than that. I’m telling you all this because you’ve
really got a fairly good head on you and I hate to see you go wrong.”
The sleekly loquacious man in front of him, offering his shop-worn
little adulterations of worldly wisdom, aroused Carl to a lightly
vicious mood.
“You’ve wandered away from your natural field, Levy,” he said. “Talk
about the cheap jewelry that you sell, or the physical merits of a
woman, or the next candidate for mayor, or the latest prize-fight, but
don’t speak about something that’s simply an irritating mystery to you.
You know as much about poetry as I do about credits and discounts,
but you’re a swaggering, muddy fool who imagines that the wisdom of
the world has kissed his head. I’m not interested in you or your
words--you’re simply five crude senses dressed in a blue serge suit and
trying to scoop in as much drooling pleasure as they can before they
decay. Go out to your poolroom or down-town theater and leave me in
peace!”
Levy gasped blankly for a moment and then frowned with an enormous
hatred.
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