American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
Some people are able to say “how do you do” in a way that makes it
sound like “why are you here?” and Carl inwardly complimented her on
this minor ability and said his repetition in a voice that made it
mean “slip down, fathead.” After this exchange of vocal inflections,
part of the general vacuity with which human beings greet each other
for the first or last time, he seated himself and clutched a roll of
manuscripts in the manner of a father who is frantically shielding his
child from some invisible danger.
“I sent you some poems which were returned, but I have some others
here,” he said. “Perhaps you will do me the favor of reading them. I
am, of course, anxious to know what may be wrong with my work, and also
what faint virtues it may hold. Sometimes I feel sure that I am not a
poet and I allow myself the luxury of becoming angry at the persistent
longing that makes me run after futilities. Will you read some of these
poems and tell me whether I am a fool, or a faltering pilgrim, or
anything definite?”
The abashed and yet softly incisive candor would have unloosened or
entertained the emotions of anyone except Mary Aldridge. She regarded
him with a coldly amused impatience.
“We-ell, I’m very busy just now,” she said, “but I’ll glance through
some of your things. As I recall, your work had a rather promising line
here and there.”
He handed her his roll and she scanned the poems, thrusting each one
aside with a quick frown. She lingered a bit over the last one, in
which he had extracted a sleeping Homer from the soiled and cowering
figure of a blind Greek peddler.
“M-m, this one isn’t so bad,” she said, “though I think that the last
lines are a little forced.”
“If I decide to alter them, will you take the poem?” asked Carl,
bluntly.
“Oh, no, no, Mr. Felman; your work is by no means good enough for
publication,” she answered. “I merely meant that this poem in
particular had an element of interest.”
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