American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
“Your poems are stiff and dimly tinted, like a row of plaster-of-paris
dolls standing on a dusty and venerated shelf. Don’t you see? You
talk about twenty times better than you write, and I can’t understand
this peculiar incongruity. Perhaps you’ve been taught that poetry is
something that must be ethereal and noble at all costs, and perhaps
you’ve been inarticulate because the rest of you has been at war with
this one illusion. I don’t feel that you’ve looked upon poetry as a
place where you could express your actual thoughts and feelings.”
When a man has been intangibly blind for a long time, he usually
stumbles at last, accidentally, upon an incident or challenge that
makes him totter on the edge of vision, and in that moment it is
revealed whether this blindness has been innate or not. If he wavers,
then his lack of sight has been an artificial ailment, and if his
first reaction after the stumble is one of stubborn irritation his
tightly-shut eyes are not apt to open. Carl felt, without quite being
able to shape the picture, that he was walking out of a sublime
bric-a-brac shop, and yet the contact of him, left behind in the
shop, continued to speak with his words. As he discussed poetry with
Clara he began slowly to feel that he had been a minute and prisoned
fool, although his words writhed in an effort to escape an absolute
admission. She gave him practical scoldings, also, concerning the
exact way in which manuscripts should be submitted to editors, and he
listened with the amusement that a man feels when he suddenly sees
that he has been walking along a street with his shoes unlaced. She
gave him, again and again, her hazily maternal smile in which sensual
desires selfishly clothed themselves in an ancient and soothing dress
known as kindness.
“I do hope that I’ve helped you,” she said. “I’d like to feel that I’ve
aided someone to discover his real self.”
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