American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
This office was a gathering place for several young writers, each of
whom fondled his pet rebellion against conservative standards, and
they clustered around the anxiously seraphic face of Martha Apperson,
the young editor, and seriously fought for the treason of her smiles.
She was a tall, sturdily slender woman with a blithely symmetrical
swerve to her body, and the natural pinkness of her face parted into
the curves of a lightly distressed and virginal doll. Her blue-gray
eyes were looking at life with a startled incredulity--the gaze of
one who has been tempted to regard a sometimes merry, but more often
vaguely sorrowful picture-puzzle. Life to her was a rapidly taunting
mixture of glints, hints, undertones, surface blooms, fleeting tints,
portentous shadows with little shape to them, broken images, and misty
heights, and she was forever trying to lure them all into a cohesive
whole by striding from one philosophy and creed to another, adding
another stride every three or four months. At such times she would
appear at her office and enthusiastically assure her audience that she
had finally accomplished the almost obscene miracle of penetrating
the depths of human existence. She had started her magazine as a
strident protest against “the people who live conventionally, steeped
in a vicious comfort that binds their imaginations and ruins their
legs and arms,” and its pages made an awkwardly weird combination of
sophomoric revolts, longings for “beauty and splendor”--those easily
bought thrones for the importance of youth--and enraged yelps against
traditions and conventions, with here and there a more satirically
detached note from Carl and two other men. Carl knew that he wanted her
body because it was the only mystery that she seemed to possess and
because he wondered whether it might not be able to make her thoughts
less obvious. Her mind was a stumbling jest to him and her jerkily
volatile pretences of emotion failed to cleave him.
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