“Yes, unhesitatingly; her word was plighted to another. And though she
would not, for the man to whom she had betrothed herself, have left her
father alone in poverty and exile, she would never have married any one
else.”
“You believe, then, that she loved your rival with a heart that could
not change?”
Tracey did not immediately reply. At last he said, “I believe this—that
when scarcely out of girlhood, she considered herself engaged to be one
man’s wife, or for ever single. And if, in the course of time, and in
length of absence, she could have detected in her heart the growth of a
single thought unfaithful to her troth, she would have plucked it forth
and cast it from her as firmly as if already a wedded wife, with her
husband’s honour in her charge. She was one of those women with whom
man’s trust is for ever safe, and to whom a love at variance with
plighted troth is an impossibility. So, she lives in my thoughts still,
as I saw her last, five-and-twenty years ago, unalterable in her youth
and beauty. And I have been as true to her hallowed remembrance as she
was true to her maiden vows. May I never see her again on earth! Her or
her likeness I may find amidst the stars.” “No,” he added, in a lighter
and cheerier tone—“No; I do not think that my actual destinies, my ways
of life here below, have been affected by her loss. Had I won her, I can
scarcely conceive that I should have become more tempted to ambition or
less enamoured of home. Still, whatever leaves so deep a furrow in a
man’s heart cannot be meant in vain. Where the ploughshare cuts, there
the seed is sown, and there later the corn will spring. In a word, I
believe that everything of moment which befalls us in this life—which
occasions us some great sorrow—for which, in this life, we see not the
uses—has, nevertheless, its definite object, and that that object will
be visible on the other side of the grave. It may seem but a barren
grief in the history of a life—it may prove a fruitful joy in the
history of a soul. For if nothing in this world is accident, surely all
that which affects the only creature upon earth to whom immortality is
announced, must have a distinct and definite purpose, often not
developed till immortality begins.”
Here we had entered on the wide spaces of the park. The deer and the
kine were asleep on the silvered grass, or under the shade of the quiet
trees. Now, as we cleared a beech-grove, we saw the lights gleaming from
the windows of the house, and the moon, at her full, resting still over
the peaceful housetop! Truly had Percival said, “That there are trains
of thought set in motion by the stars which are dormant in the glare of
the sun”—truly had he said, too, “That without such thoughts man’s
thinking is incomplete.”
We gained the house, and, entering the library, it was pleasant to see
how instinctively all rose to gather round the master. They had missed
Percival’s bright presence the whole day.
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