Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
Her first thought about this was that it was deliberately bad, as bad
as his smoking and his score of other boy tricks. It was blasphemous
and wildly untrue. She sent him away in disgrace, much discomfited and
hurt. Probably this rudeness of her own was what brought her so swiftly
around to forgiveness, or it may be that she came to look kindly on
his tribute. In any event, she gave Bennet a note for him, a queer,
misspelled, dignified note....
When Potter returned she told him that he “must not think of Jesus as a
person but as God, and that was the end of it.”
II
The next Spring, which followed on the heels of his fourteenth
birthday, held a wonder for Potter Osprey such as he had not
experienced before. Until now the green buds and soft winds had meant
a time for the surreptitious stripping off of shoes and stockings
after school (and out of sight of home), the agonizing anticipation of
three long months of holidaying, and the making of limitless plans for
outdoor fun. This year he welcomed the bright weeks not as a rowdy boy,
but with a conscious relish that came from a deeper source within him.
The Spring itself, as if it also were filled with a sense of unusual
importance, was precocious. When Potter, late every afternoon, ambled
along the several blocks of blatantly new sidewalks that led to the
church, the grass hid the softened brown earth with an abundance of
delicate colour wherever feet had not trod, the robins and squirrels
skipped perilously about the pavements and lawns oblivious of savage
man, and exultant banks of snowballs escaping over the picturesque
shingle- and iron-railed barriers of the old Clemons place, were just
on the point of changing from their pale shade of willow bark into
round fluffs of dazzling white as big as a boy’s head.
These Lenten afternoons were moments of solitary poetry in his days.
The still church, the long slanting rays which came through the
coloured glass windows to the west; the faint perfumes that rose
into the ogival shadows above the nave, emanating from the hair and
handkerchiefs and bodices of lady worshippers, who made up the majority
(and the subtle pleasure with which he felt the eyes of these fine
women on his broadening back as he walked down to the chancel carrying
the offertory); the pervasive, vibrant drone of the organ, which had
always been like a physical caress to him; and the saintly beaked
profile of the rector, Dr. Minor, with its high, peeled brows, and
black, unruly hair, dominating an almost chinless jaw; and, finally,
between the breathing of the organ pipes, and the shrill singing of the
feminine congregation, Dr. Minor’s broad Virginia accents and consoling
overtones and melancholy quavers--all these sensations produced a
mingling of peace and the awareness of sacrifice, which was like a bath
of goodness.
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