Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
And this was Father, Daddy, Daddums. Oh, he was pretty in bed. She
couldn’t remember him very well as he was at the Vicarage such ages
ago, without his beard. It had been wonderful then: they had had a
servant, which you could order about. And Mrs. Haye, she used to
terrify her, now she did not care two snaps of the finger although
she had run away from her when she had seen her coming down the lane
the other day; and Mrs. Haye had called him Mr. Entwhistle, the
ordinary people, Passon, and Colonel Waterpower, whom they had met
occasionally, had called him Padre. Silly all those people were with
their silly ways, but they were so well dressed and the ladies too,
those stuffs, so ... And it was his fault that they were like this. You
could see what people thought by their faces as they passed, they
always went a little quicker when they caught sight of you coming. And
they might still have been in the Vicarage.
Poor Father, perhaps it was not all his fault. And after all she was
the only person left now to look after him. And the life wasn’t too
bad, he left her alone except when he was drunk and wanted someone to
talk to. And he told her the most wonderful things. He was really a
wonderful man, a genius. All it was, was that he was misunderstood. He
saw visions and things. And really, in the end, it was all Mother’s
fault for being such a fool, though of course Father had been fond of
gin before that. Mother, when she lay dying, with Father and her at the
bedside, instead of whispering something she ought to have, had cried
out quite loud _“John”_ as if she was calling, right in front of the
doctor and the village nurse and that. Then she was dead, and they were
her last words. John was still the postman. She had been a fool, and
Father had drunk much more gin ever afterwards. After Mother died
Father had been unfrocked, that was soon after the beginning of the
war, partly for the gin, and partly for the talk about Mother. Mr.
Davies died in time, and with most of the money that Uncle Jim had left
them when he was killed they had bought this house here, only two miles
away. It would have been nicer to go somewhere new, but as Father said,
“he was not going to run away from those that had hounded him from the
parish.”
What was she doing standing still? She had to wake him and then get
breakfast and then clear up. “Here, wake up. Wake up,” and she picks up
the clothes, flung anyhow on the floor, and smooths them, putting them
at the foot of the bed. Roses on wallpaper, roses hung down in strips
from the damp wall pointing. “Get up, get up.” He was shamming, that he
might give her more work to do. Yes, that was it. “Do you hear? Get
up.” She lifts his white shoulders and shakes him till the blue watery
eyes open. She lets him flop back on to the pillow, the red
finger-marks on his skin fading away again.
His eyes open painfully. He scratches, gazing vacantly at the ceiling.
“Another day?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.”
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