Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The wind was higher and the summer-house groaned now and then in it.
The trees roared, when suddenly there would be lulls, strangely quiet,
waiting for another wind to come up. Everything would be stopped short.
The branches were still, and would be looking vacantly at each other,
like children come to the end of a game. Then a wind comes up and
covers the emptiness that had followed; a dead branch snapped and fell
to the ground. It was getting colder; the sun had not been out all day,
and one always knew when the sun was out. A blackbird warned as he fled
down wind. The air round was stealthy.
It was all so full of little hints; the air carried up little noises
and then hurried them away again. The silence had been so full. The
rain had stopped falling now, and he was straining to catch the
slightest secrets that were in the winds, and before he had never known
that. In a way one gained by being blind, of course one did; besides he
was happy to-day, for was not she coming to-morrow?
So that they would go for walks together, and he would get her to lead
him to the top of Swan’s Wood to look upon the view there and listen to
her eager voice. What a pity never to see that view again--the river,
the meadows, the town, the rubbish heap, the Abbey and the hills
behind. And the one hill, a mound, that came before the line of hills
in the distance, and that had things dotted about on it, and through
them a road, a quiet yellow line, which had clung to it and had shown
off the hollows.
When they were there they would talk of everything, and he would find
out her life, why her hand was like that, and why she trembled the air
in a room. He would teach her the view, and she would be so bored with
it as she would so want to go on talking about that. A wind would come
down to wreathe rings about them--how lyrical! But June would be so
charming; she must be, and she had such strong hands. Besides, her
voice was lovely; there was something wild in it and something asleep
there as well, as if she too had lived alone and had many things to
tell. For she would be interesting at least; she must have suffered
living in the cottage that was falling down now, and she would be able
to tell of it, and she would have had some contact with horrible things
so that she would not be vapid. So many of the young ladies he met were
like Dresden china. And she would be ... well, no; there was no word
for it. But they would go on walking out together like any boy and his
slut, and he would explore in her for the things that her voice told
him were there, and that had never been let out. For no one saw her or
would speak to her.
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