Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
Then she did not hear them any more. What a glare there was in the
room. She hated blinds pulled up to the top at any time, but in the
morning it was intolerable. She turned over to the wall and idly, with
one finger, she traced a poppy on the wall-paper with a leaf and a stem
and a fat bursting bud. In the quiet, and under her tracing finger, the
poppy seemed to come alive. She could feel the sticky, silky petals,
the stem, hairy like a gooseberry skin, the rough leaf and the tight
glazed bud. Things had a habit of coming alive like that. Not only
large substantial things like furniture, but curtains and the patterns
of stuffs and the fringes of quilts and cushions. How often she had
seen the tassel fringe of her quilt change into a funny procession of
dancers with priests attending. . . . For there were some tassels that
did not dance at all but walked stately, bent forward as if praying or
chanting. How often the medicine bottles had turned into a row of
little men with brown top-hats on; and the washstand jug had a way of
sitting in the basin like a fat bird in a round nest.
“I dreamed about birds last night,” thought Linda. What was it? She had
forgotten. But the strangest part of this coming alive of things was
what they did. They listened, they seemed to swell out with some
mysterious important content, and when they were full she felt that
they smiled. But it was not for her, only, their sly secret smile; they
were members of a secret society and they smiled among themselves.
Sometimes, when she had fallen asleep in the daytime, she woke and
could not lift a finger, could not even turn her eyes to left or right
because THEY were there; sometimes when she went out of a room and left
it empty, she knew as she clicked the door to that THEY were filling
it. And there were times in the evenings when she was upstairs,
perhaps, and everybody else was down, when she could hardly escape from
them. Then she could not hurry, she could not hum a tune; if she tried
to say ever so carelessly—“Bother that old thimble”—THEY were not
deceived. THEY knew how frightened she was; THEY saw how she turned her
head away as she passed the mirror. What Linda always felt was that
THEY wanted something of her, and she knew that if she gave herself up
and was quiet, more than quiet, silent, motionless, something would
really happen.
“It’s very quiet now,” she thought. She opened her eyes wide, and she
heard the silence spinning its soft endless web. How lightly she
breathed; she scarcely had to breathe at all.
Yes, everything had come alive down to the minutest, tiniest particle,
and she did not feel her bed, she floated, held up in the air. Only she
seemed to be listening with her wide open watchful eyes, waiting for
someone to come who just did not come, watching for something to happen
that just did not happen.
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