Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
This luncheon usually took place in the beginning of March, and was
often a good deal talked about before it came off. It had been December
when the meeting took place between Magdalen and Gilbert, during which
each had silently given credit to the other for much keenness and
acuteness of observation. It had been cold and inclement then, and a
long bleak winter had followed, during which the interview had not been
repeated—at least, no such interview as that. It may be that Gilbert had
many a time ridden over the wild road leading from Bradstane to
Middleton-in-Teesdale, for it was his habit daily to take a long walk or
a long ride. He may have travelled over this road, solitary and sedate,
as his wont and humour were, his lips moving now and then, when he felt
himself to be quite alone on the silent roads, as if he whispered to
himself endless calculations, but never too absorbed to recognise an
acquaintance and acknowledge him if he met him—never too abstracted to
know his own whereabouts amidst the moors and commons, or intricate
cross country roads.
And it is more than probable that Magdalen, on her part, had many a
dozen times paced that woodland path on which Gilbert had found her,
trying, by the regular mechanical motion which, in her own mind, she
compared with that of a treadmill, to grind down or pace out some of the
suppressed savageness and discontent which gnawed her soul. This walking
to and fro was almost her only mode of taking outdoor exercise. With all
her veiled eagerness, her bitter sense of the consuming dulness of her
life, she never left the Balder Hall grounds on foot, never sought any
companionship with outside things or people. For her there were no long
rambles, no casual, friendly greeting with farm or cottage folk whom she
might see on the way.
This seclusion on her part was a subject on which she and Michael had
occasional differences of opinion, which could hardly be called
disputes, since Magdalen was in the habit of yielding the field at once
to Michael in the matter of argument, merely telling him that no doubt
he was quite right, and simply refusing to change her ways because she
did not choose to do so.
‘It is too bad of you,’ said he, ‘when there is so much work crying out
to be done. I could find you plenty of employment in Bridge Street, and
one or two other slums.’
‘I haven’t a doubt of it. I feel not the slightest vocation for anything
of the kind.’
‘It is bad to sit aloft in meaningless exclusiveness.’
‘I daresay it is. It is the only kind of thing I care for, here. I hate
district visiting, and people who make themselves common, too.’
‘You could not make yourself common if you tried, and it would put more
interest into your life.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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