Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘No, it would disgust me; that would be all. Every night I should think
of all the horrid scenes and horrid people I had seen in the day. I
should be always seeing you mixed up with them, and I should get to
think you as horrid as they were—you need not look at me in that way.
It’s my nature.... Oh, I daresay you are quite right, Michael—indeed,
you always are—but I don’t take any interest in those things, and I
don’t want to. I prefer to remain as I am.’
‘As I am,’ was exquisite enough in its refinement, hauteur, and beauty.
Had any one else so spoken, Michael would clearly have discerned, and
probably pointed out, an odious spirit of pride and exclusiveness. As it
was Magdalen, he thought, certainly, that she was unreasonable, but he
found the unreasonableness agreeable; he liked the shape which it
took—that of fastidiousness—and was not disposed to quarrel with it. The
rare and wonderful creature was his own; he had never even yet felt as
if he fairly understood that fact, or could think enough of it. He
suggested, with a smile lighting up the dark gravity of his face, that
he should drive her round some day in his dog-cart, when he had not many
places to call at. She slightly lifted her eyebrows, and drew out the
silk with which she was embroidering.
‘No, sir. When you have a half holiday, and wish to devote it to me, I
will drive you out, or ride with you. At other times—I know it is not
intellectual, or humane, but it is so—I prefer the wood-walk in the
park; I will remain at home.’
She did remain at home, and took her monotonous strolls along the
woodland path, or might now and then be seen, alone, in an open
carriage, pale and tranquil and indifferent-looking, enveloped in her
dark furs and feathers, with a huge light gray fur rug filling up the
rest of the carriage, and this even on days when the wind was keen and
the frost biting. She was well aware that not one woman in twenty could
have driven about Bradstane in winter, in an open carriage, without her
countenance assuming rainbow hues. She could drive thus, and return home
without a red nose or blue cheeks; and it gave her a negative, cynical
pleasure to do it, and watch other people on foot, or sealed up in
stuffy broughams with both windows shut.
The evening before the luncheon already spoken of, Michael was with her,
and she asked him if he were going to be present at it.
‘No,’ said he; ‘I’m engaged at the time, but Gilbert is going.’
‘Gilbert! why, he surely does not generally go.’
‘No, but he seems to take more interest in sport since he became such a
chum of Askam’s; and, of course, _he_ will be there.’
‘Ah, of course,’ said Magdalen.
‘Of all the queer partnerships I ever knew, that one is the queerest,’
added Michael, reflectively.
‘Do you think so? It seems to me the most natural thing in the world.
Would you have had Gilbert take up with a nobody?’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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