Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and AnnotationsBoswell, James
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Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations
Boswell, James
Boswell, James, 1740-1795
“Johnston, an old friend of mine, a writer in Edinburgh, but too
much of an indolent philosopher to have great business, being rather
a worthy country gentleman, with a paternal estate of £100 a year,
was much distressed with my unhappy passion. He was at Moffat when
it first began, and he marked the advance of the fever. It was he
who assured me, upon his honour, that my fair one had a very bad
character, and gave me some instances which made my lovesick heart
recoil. He had some influence with me, but my brother David had more.
To him I discovered my weakness, my slavery, and begged his advice.
He gave it me like a man. I gloried in him. I roused all my spirit,
and at last I was myself again. I immediately wrote her a letter, of
which I enclose the scroll for your perusal. She and I have always
corresponded in such a manner that no mischief could come of it, for
we supposed a Miss——, to whom all my amorous vows were paid.... I
have not yet got her answer: what will it be, think you? I shall judge
of her character from it. I shall see if she is abandoned or virtuous;
I mean both in a degree; I shall at any rate be free. What a snare
have I escaped! Do you remember Ulysses and Circe?—
‘Sub domina meretrice vixisset turpis et excors.’
“My life is one of the most romantic that I believe either you or I
really know of, and yet I am a very sensible, good sort of man. What
is the meaning of this, Temple? You may depend upon it that very soon
my follies will be at an end, and I shall turn out an admirable member
of society. Now that I have given my mind the turn, I am totally
emancipated from my charmer, as much as from the gardener’s daughter
who now puts on my fire and performs menial offices like any other
wench, and yet just this time twelvemonth I was so madly in love as
to think of marrying her. Should not this be an everlasting lesson to
me?... How strangely do we colour over our vices! I startle when you
talk of keeping another man’s wife, yet that was literally my scheme,
though imagination represented it just as being fond of a pretty,
lovely, black little lady, who to oblige me stayed in Edinburgh, and I
very genteelly paid her expenses.”
From several letters to Mr. Temple at subsequent dates, it appears that
Boswell’s discreditable amour was protracted for some time longer. In
the same letter he invited his friend’s counsel respecting certain
matrimonial projects on which he had embarked.
Amidst his dissipations and follies Boswell was not altogether idle.
To Mr. Temple he reported, in March, that he had at the Bar earned
sixty-five guineas during the winter, and that his employment was
steadily on the increase. He stated that Mr. Hume augured favourably
of his work on Corsica; that Rousseau had quarrelled with him as he
had done with Hume; that Dr. Gregory had sought his acquaintance, and
that he had received a long letter from General Paoli, and one of three
pages from Lord Chatham.
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