Brazil -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Brazilian -- Translations into English
The three became closely bound. Propinquity bred intimacy. Shortly
afterwards Camillo's mother died, and in this catastrophe, for such it
was, the other two showed themselves to be genuine friends of his.
Villela took charge of the interment, of the church services and the
settlement of the affairs of the deceased; Rita dispensed consolation,
and none could do it better.
Just how this intimacy between Camillo and Rita grew to love he never
knew. The truth is that he enjoyed passing the hours at her side; she
was his spiritual nurse, almost a sister,--but most of all she was a
woman, and beautiful. The aroma of femininity: this is what he yearned
for in her, and about her, seeking to incorporate it into himself. They
read the same books, they went together to the theatre or for walks. He
taught her cards and chess, and they played of nights;--she badly,--he,
to make himself agreeable, but little less badly. Thus much, as far as
external things are concerned. And now came personal intimacies, the
timorous eyes of Rita, that so often sought his own, consulting them
before they questioned those of her own husband,--the touches of cold
hands, and unwonted communion. On one of his birthdays he received from
Villela a costly cane, and from Rita, a hastily pencilled, ordinary
note expressing good wishes. It was then that he learned to read within
his own heart; he could not tear his eyes away from the missive.
Commonplace words, it is true; but there are sublime commonplaces,--or
at least, delightful ones. The old chaise in which for the first time
you rode with your beloved, snuggled together, is as good as the
chariot of Apollo. Such is man, and such are the circumstances that
surround him.
Camillo sincerely wished to flee the situation, but it was already
beyond his power. Rita, like a serpent, was charming him, winding her
coils about him; she was crushing his bones, darting her venomous fangs
into his lips. He was helpless, overcome. Vexation, fear, remorse,
desire,--all this he felt, in a strange confusion. But the battle was
short and the victory deliriously intoxicating. Farewell, all scruple!
The shoe now fitted snugly enough upon the foot, and there they were
both, launched upon the high road, arm in arm, joyfully treading the
grass and the gravel, without suffering anything more than lonesomeness
when they were away from each other. As to Villela, his confidence in
his wife and his esteem for his friend continued the same as before.
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