Brazil -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Brazilian -- Translations into English
(Emilia Moncorva Bandeira de Mello, 1852-1910)
Pale and thin, for eighteen years she had lived with her youngest
sister, who had married very early and now possessed five children: two
young ladies of marriageable age, a third still in short dresses, and
two little boys.
Maria-Jose, whose nickname was Zeze, had never been beautiful or
winning. Upon her father's death it was thought best that she should go
to live with her sister Engracigna's family. Here she led a monotonous
existence, helping to bring up her nephews and nieces, who were born in
that young and happy household with a regularity that brooked small
intervals between the births.
A long, pointed nose disfigured her face, and her lips, extremely thin,
looked like a pale crack. Her thoughtful gaze alone possessed a certain
melancholy attractiveness. But even here, her eyes, protruding too far
for the harmony of the lines upon her face seemed always to be red, and
her brows narrow and sparse.
Of late, an intricate network of wrinkles as fine as hairs, had formed
at the corner of her eyes. From her nose, likewise, two furrows ran
along the transparent delicacy of her skin and reached either side of
her mouth. When she smiled, these wrinkles would cover her countenance
with a mask of premature age, and threatened soon to disfigure her
entirely. And yet, from habit, and through passive obedience to
routine, Maria-Jose continued to dress like a young girl of eighteen,
in brightly colored gowns, thin waists and white hats that ill became
her frail and oldish face.
She would remain for a long time in painful indecision when it was a
matter of picking out some piece of goods that was of too bright a red
or blue,--as if instinctively she understood the disharmony of these
hues with her age, whose rapid oncoming they moreover placed in all the
more noticeable contrast. And at such times Engracigna and her
daughters would say to her with a vehemence whose effect they little
guessed, "Why, Zeze! Buy something and be done with it!... How silly!
Do you want to dress like a widow? What a notion!"
And at bottom they meant it.
None of them saw Maria-Jose as she really was. Living with her day by
day had served to efface the actual appearance of the faded old maid.
For, in the minds of the mother and her daughters, who were moreover of
a frivolous and indifferent sort, Zeze had grown to be the type, very
vague, to be sure, but the eternal type of young girl of marriagable
years who always should be well dressed and smiling.
When she would be out walking with her nieces, of sixteen and seventeen
years, who wore the same clothes as she herself did, but whose graceful
and lively charm became their gay colors of youth so well, Zeze's
intelligence saw only too plainly the contrast between her and them;
she would hold aloof from the laughing set, morose, wounded, as if
oppressed by an unspeakable shame.
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