"You couldn't do more," he said, staring hard at her, giving the
impression that his mind was not on what he was saying. "More for me or
more for ... a carcass like that." A tremor of anger was in his voice,
and resentment showed in his expression as he turned to look at the
covered face of the heavily breathing man. "It's a shame, Miss, to make
your kind come under the same roof with a ... a thing like he is!"
After a moment she asked,
"Is he so very bad, then?"
"As bad as men get ... and the best of us are awful sinful."
"Do you ... do you think men ever get so bad that anyone can be hurt by
being ... by coming under the same roof with them?"
He shook his head and smiled again.
"I'd say yes, if it wasn't that I'd picked this _hombre_ out of th'
ditch an' brought him here an' played doctor to-night. You never can
tell what you'll believe until the time comes when you've got to believe
something."
A silent interval, which the woman broke.
"Is there anything else I can do for you now?"
He knew that she wanted to go, yet some quality about her made him
suspect that she wanted to stay on, too.
"No, Miss, nothin' ..." he answered. "I've got to go tend to my horse.
He's such a baby that he won't leave his tracks for anybody so long's he
knows I'm here, so I can't send anybody else to look after him. But
you've done enough. I'll wait a while till somebody else comes along to
watch--"
"No, no! let me stay here ... with him."
"But--"
"I came here to help you. Won't you let me go through with it?"
He thought again that it was her pride forcing her on; he could not know
that the prompting in her was something far deeper, something tragic. He
said:
"Why if you want to, of course you can. I won't be gone but a minute.
I've let up on this pressure a little; we'll keep letting up on it
gradual ... I've done this thing before. He's got to be watched, though,
so he don't pull the bandages off and start her bleeding again."
The woman seated herself on the chair as he turned to go.
"It'll only be a minute," he assured her again, hesitating in the
doorway. "I wouldn't go at all, only, when my horse is the kind of a pal
he is, I can't let him go hungry. See?"
"I see," she said, but her tone implied that she did not, that such
devotion between man and beast was quite incomprehensible ... or else
that she had given his word no heed at all, had only waited impatiently
for him to go.
He strode down the hallway and she marked his every footfall, heard him
go stumping and ringing down the stairs two at a time, heard him leave
the porch and held her breath to hear him say,
"Well, Old Timer, I didn't plan to be so long."
Then, the sound of shod hoofs crossing the street at a gallop.
She closed her eyes and let her head bow slowly and whispered,
"Oh, God ... there _is_ manhood left!"
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