She followed it. She took eagerly, whenever she could, the concentrated
nourishment which they gave her. She knew the hours for her medicines
better than the nurse; and she was so absorbed in watching the progress
of her case that she hardly spoke to any one but the physicians, and
displayed actual interest only when talking with them. Callers had
been admitted in the beginning, and the old ladies of her social
circle, pastors’ wives and members of the Jerusalem evenings, came to
see her; but she received them with apathy and soon dismissed them.
Her relatives felt the difference in the old lady’s greeting: it was
almost disdainful, as though she were saying to them: “You can’t do
anything for me.” Even when little Hanno came, in a good hour, she only
stroked his cheek and turned away. Her manner said more plainly than
words: “Children, you are all very good--but--perhaps--I may be dying!”
She received the two physicians, on the other hand, with very lively
interest, and went into the details of her condition.
One day the Gerhardt ladies appeared, the descendants of Paul Gerhardt.
They came in their mantles, with their flat shepherdess hats and their
provision-baskets, from visiting the poor, and could not be prevented
from seeing their sick friend. They were left alone with her, and God
only knows what they said as they sat at her bedside. But when they
departed, their eyes and their faces were more gentle, more radiant,
more blissfully remote than ever; while the Frau Consul lay within,
with just such eyes and just such an expression, quite still, quite
peaceful, more peaceful than ever before; her breath came very softly
and at long intervals, and she was visibly declining from weakness to
weakness. Frau Permaneder murmured a strong word in the wake of the
Gerhardt ladies, and sent at once for the physicians. The two gentlemen
had barely entered the sick-chamber when a surprising alteration took
place in the patient. She stirred, she moved, she almost sat up. The
sight of her trusted and faithful professional advisers brought her
back to earth at a bound. She put out her hands to them and began:
“Welcome, gentlemen. To-day, in the course of the day--”
The illness had attacked both lungs--of that there was no more room for
doubt.
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