Herr Marcus’ pedantry had so increased in the course of years that it
had become a distinct eccentricity. It took him a quarter of an hour
of stroking his moustaches, casting side-glances, and giving little
coughs, just to cut his cigar and put the tip in his pocket-book.
Evenings, when the gas-light made every corner of the office as bright
as day, he still used a tallow candle on his own desk. Every half-hour
he would get up and go to the tap and put water on his head. One
morning there had been an empty sack untidily left under his desk. He
took it for a cat and began to shoo it out with loud imprecations,
to the joy of the office staff. No, he was not the man to give any
quickening impulse to the business in the face of his partner’s present
lassitude. Mortification and a sort of desperate irritation often
seized upon the Senator: as now, when he sat and stared wearily into
the darkness, bringing home to himself the petty retail transactions
and the pennywise policies to which the firm of Johann Buddenbrook had
lately sunk.
But, after all, was it not best thus? Misfortune too has its time,
he thought. Is it not better, while it holds sway, to keep oneself
still, to wait in quiet and assemble one’s inner powers? Why must this
proposition come up just now, to shake him untimely out of his canny
resignation and make him a prey to doubts and suspicions? Was the time
come? Was this a sign? Should he feel encouraged to stand up and strike
a blow? He had refused with all the decisiveness he could put into his
voice, to think of the proposition; but had that settled it? It seemed
not, since here he sat and brooded over it. “We are most likely to get
angry in our opposition to some idea when we ourselves are not quite
certain of our own position.” A deucedly sly little person, Tony was!
What had he answered her? He had spoken very impressively, he
recollected, about “underhand manœuvres,” “fishing in troubled waters,”
“fleecing the poor land-owner,” “usury,” and so on. Very fine! But
really one might ask if this were just the right time for so many large
words. Consul Hermann Hagenström would not have thought of them, and
would not have used them. Was he, Thomas Buddenbrook, a man of action,
a business man--or was he a finicking dreamer?
Yes, that was the question. It had always been, as far back as he could
remember, the question. Life was harsh: and business, with its ruthless
unsentimentality, was an epitome of life. Did Thomas Buddenbrook,
like his father, stand firmly on his two feet, in face of this hard
practicality of life? Often enough, even far back in the past, he had
seen reason to doubt it. Often enough, from his youth onwards, he had
sternly brought his feelings into line. To inflict punishment, to take
punishment, and not to think of it as punishment, but as something to
be taken for granted--should he never completely learn that lesson?
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