he said, but could get no further. The mood of the verse possessed him.
An overmastering self-pity took away his voice, and the tears could not
be kept back: they rolled out from beneath his lashes. Suddenly the
thought came into his mind: if he were only ill, a little ill, as on
those nights when he lay in bed with a slight fever and sore throat,
and Ida came and gave him a drink, and put a compress on his head, and
was kind-- He put his head down on the arm with which he clung to the
portière, and sobbed.
“Well,” said the Senator, harshly, “there is no pleasure in that.” He
stood up, irritated. “What are you crying about? Though it is certainly
a good enough reason for tears, that you haven’t the courage to do
anything, even for the sake of giving me a little pleasure! Are you a
little girl? What will become of you if you go on like that? Will you
always be drowning yourself in tears, every time you have to speak to
people?”
“I never _will_ speak to people, never!” thought Hanno in despair.
“Think it over till this afternoon,” finished the Senator, and went
into the dining-room. Ida Jungmann knelt by her fledgling and dried his
eyes, and spoke to him, half consoling, half reproachful.
The Senator breakfasted hurriedly, and the Frau Consul, Tony,
Clothilde, and Christian meanwhile took their leave. They were to
dine with Gerda, as likewise were the Krögers, the Weinschenks, and
the three Misses Buddenbrook from Broad Street, while the Senator,
willy-nilly, must be present at the dinner in the Ratskeller. He hoped
to leave in time to see his family again at his own house.
Sitting at the be-garlanded table, he drank his hot tea out of a
saucer, hurriedly ate an egg, and on the steps took two or three puffs
of a cigarette. Grobleben, wearing his woollen scarf in defiance of
the July heat, with a boot over his left forearm and the polish-brush
in his right, a long drop pendent from his nose, came from the garden
into the front entry and accosted his master at the foot of the stairs,
where the brown bear stood with his tray.
“Many happy returns, Herr Sen’ter, many happy--’n’ one is rich ’n’
great, ’n’ t’other’s pore--”
“Yes, yes, Grobleben, you’re right, that’s just how it is!” And the
Senator slipped a piece of money into the hand with the brush, and
crossed the entry into the anteroom of the office. In the office the
cashier came up to him, a tall man with honest, faithful eyes, to
convey, in carefully selected phrases, the good wishes of the staff.
The Senator thanked him in a few words, and went on to his place by the
window. He had hardly opened his letters and glanced into the morning
paper lying there ready for him, when a knock came on the door leading
into the front entry, and the first visitors appeared with their
congratulations.
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