France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Well hidden in my woods, with rifle ready, I was watching him.... He
was handsome indeed, life flowed abundantly in this robust body....
What a pity! He kept on studying the country, and it seemed to me
as though he were studying it more like a poet than a soldier.... I
detected a sort of emotion in his eyes.... Perhaps he forgot why he
had come here and allowed himself to be fascinated by the beauty of
this virginal and triumphant dawn. The sky became all red, it blazed up
gloriously, the awakened fields unrolled themselves in the distance,
emerging one after another from their veil of mist, rose-colored and
blue, which floated like long scarves ruffled by invisible hands. The
trees were dripping dew, the hovels separated themselves from the pink
and blue background, the dove-cot of a large farm whose new tile roofs
began to glitter, projected its whitish cone into the purple glare of
the east.... Yes, this Prussian who started out with the notion to
kill, was arrested, dazzled and reverently stirred by the splendor of a
new-born day, and his soul for a few minutes was the captive of love.
"Perhaps it's a poet," I said to myself, "an artist; he must be kind,
since he is capable of tenderness."
And upon his face I could see all the emotion of a brave man which
agitated him, all the tremors, all the delicate and flitting reactions
of his heart, moved and fascinated.... I feared him no longer. On the
contrary, a sort of infatuation drew me towards him, and I had to
hold on to the tree to keep myself from going to this man. I would
have liked to speak to him, to tell him that it was well that he
contemplated the heaven thus, and that I liked him because of his
receptiveness to beauty.... But his face grew sombre, a sadness stole
into his eyes.... Ah, the horizon over which they swept was so far,
so far away! And beyond that horizon there was another and further
on, still another! One had to conquer all that!... When was he to be
relieved of his duty ever to spur his horse on through this nostalgic
territory, always to cut a way through ruins and through death, always
to kill, always to be cursed!...
And then, undoubtedly, he was thinking of the things he had left
behind; of his home resounding with the laughter of his children, of
his wife, who was waiting for him and praying to God while doing so....
Will he ever see her again?... I was sure that at this very moment
he was recalling the most fugitive details, the most childish habits
of his life at home ... a rose plucked one evening, after dinner,
with which he adorned the hair of his wife, the dress which she wore
when he was leaving, a blue bow on the hat of his little daughter, a
wooden horse, a tree, a river view, a paper knife!... All the memories
of his joys came back to him, and with that keenness of vision which
exiled persons possess, he encompassed in a single mental glance of
despondency all those things by means of which he had been happy until
now....
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