France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The sun rose higher, rendering the plain larger, extending the distant
horizon still farther.... I felt a compassion for this man and I loved
him ... yes I swear I loved him!... Well, then, how did that happen?...
A detonation was suddenly heard, and at that very moment I caught sight
of a boot in the air, of a torn piece of a military cloak, of a mane
flying about wildly on the road ... and then nothing, I heard the noise
of a blow with a sabre, the heavy fall of a body, furious beats of a
gallop ... then nothing.... My rifle was warm, and smoke was coming
out of it.... I let it fall to the ground.... Was I the victim of
hallucination?... Clearly not. Of the large shadow which rose skyward
at the middle of the road like an equestrian statue of bronze there was
left but a small corpse all black, stretched out face downward, with
crossed arms.... I recalled the poor cat that my father had killed,
when with fascinated eyes she had been following the flight of a
butterfly....
Stupidly, unconsciously, I had killed a man whom I loved, a man with
whom my soul had just identified itself, a man who in the dazzling
splendor of the rising sun was retracing the purest dreams of his
life!... Perhaps I had killed him at the very moment that that man had
said to himself: "And when I shall see her again at home...." Why? For
what reason? Since I loved him, since, if soldiers had menaced him, I
would have defended him! Why of all men was it he I assassinated? In
two bounds I was beside this man; I called him ... he did not move. My
bullet had pierced his neck under the ear, and blood was gushing from
an opened vein with a gurgling sound, collecting into a red pool and
sticking to his beard.... With trembling hands I raised him slowly, his
head swung from side to side, fell back, inert and heavy.... I felt
his chest where the heart was: it beat no longer.... Then I raised him
again, supporting his head with my knees, and suddenly I saw his eyes,
his two clear eyes which looked at me sadly, without hatred, without
reproach, his two eyes which seemed to be alive!... I thought I was
going to faint, but gathering all my strength in a supreme effort, I
clasped the dead body of the Prussian, placed it right in front of me
and pressing my lips against this bleeding face from which long, purple
threads of congealed slaver were hanging, I desperately kissed it!...
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