Calvin Wilson Mateer, forty-five years a missionary in Shantung, China : $b a biographyFisher, D. W. (Daniel Webster)
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Calvin Wilson Mateer, forty-five years a missionary in Shantung, China : $b a biography
Fisher, D. W. (Daniel Webster)
Mateer, C. W. (Calvin Wilson), 1836-1908; Missionaries -- China -- Biography
When the seminary opened in the autumn, he was back in his place. One
of the duties which fell to him was to preach a missionary sermon
before the Society of Inquiry. He did this so well that the students
by vote expressed a desire that the sermon should be published. In his
Journal he notes that the preparation of this discourse “strengthened
his determination to give himself to this work.” Before the Christmas
recess Dr. J. Leighton Wilson, one of the secretaries of the Presbyterian
Board of Foreign Missions, visited the seminary, and in conference did
much to stimulate the missionary spirit. He found in Mateer an eager and
responsive listener. On the 12th of December Mateer wrote a long letter
to his mother, in which he expresses feeling, because without warrant
some one had told her that he had offered himself to the Foreign Board.
He says, “I am not going to take such an important step without informing
you of it directly and explicitly.” Then he proceeds to tell her just
what was his attitude at that time:
I have thought of the missionary work this long time, but not
very seriously until within the last couple of years. Ever
since I came to the seminary I have had a conviction to some
degree that I ought to go as a missionary. That conviction has
been constantly growing and deepening, and more especially
of late. I have about concluded that so far as I am myself
concerned it is my duty to be a missionary. I have thought a
great deal on this subject and I think that I have not come to
such a conclusion hastily. It has cost me very considerable
effort to give up the prospects which I might have had at home.
The matter in almost every view you can take of it involves
trial and self-denial. I need great grace,—for this I pray. But
even if I have prospects of usefulness at home, surely nothing
can be lost in this respect by doing what I am convinced is
my duty. Indeed, one of the encouraging features, in fact the
great encouragement, is a prospect of more extended usefulness
than at home. This may seem not to be so at the first view, but
a more careful consideration of all the aspects of the case
will, I think, bring a different conclusion.
The letter is very full, and lays bare his whole mind and heart as he
would be willing to do only to his mother. It is a revelation of this
strong, self-reliant, mature but filial-spirited and tenderly thoughtful
young Christian man and prospective minister, to a mother whom he
recognized as deserving an affectionate consideration such as he owed to
no other created being.
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