“So like,” said I, “that I greatly admired her, and being unwilling to
lose sight of her I confess that I followed her until—Miss Margovan, are
you sure that you understand?”
She was now pale, but entirely calm. She again raised her eyes to mine,
with a look that did not falter.
“What do you wish me to do?” she asked. “You need not fear to name your
terms. I accept them.”
It was plain, even in the brief time given me for reflection, that in
dealing with this girl ordinary methods would not do, and ordinary
exactions were needless.
“Miss Margovan,” I said, doubtless with something of the compassion in my
voice that I had in my heart, “it is impossible not to think you the
victim of some horrible compulsion. Rather than impose new
embarrassments upon you I would prefer to aid you to regain your
freedom.”
She shook her head, sadly and hopelessly, and I continued, with
agitation:
“Your beauty unnerves me. I am disarmed by your frankness and your
distress. If you are free to act upon conscience you will, I believe, do
what you conceive to be best; if you are not—well, Heaven help us all!
You have nothing to fear from me but such opposition to this marriage as
I can try to justify on—on other grounds.”
These were not my exact words, but that was the sense of them, as nearly
as my sudden and conflicting emotions permitted me to express it. I rose
and left her without another look at her, met the others as they
reentered the room and said, as calmly as I could: “I have been bidding
Miss Margovan good evening; it is later than I thought.”
John decided to go with me. In the street he asked if I had observed
anything singular in Julia’s manner.
“I thought her ill,” I replied; “that is why I left.” Nothing more was
said.
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