The next evening I came late to my lodgings. The events of the previous
evening had made me nervous and ill; I had tried to cure myself and
attain to clear thinking by walking in the open air, but I was oppressed
with a horrible presentiment of evil—a presentiment which I could not
formulate. It was a chill, foggy night; my clothing and hair were damp
and I shook with cold. In my dressing-gown and slippers before a blazing
grate of coals I was even more uncomfortable. I no longer shivered but
shuddered—there is a difference. The dread of some impending calamity
was so strong and dispiriting that I tried to drive it away by inviting a
real sorrow—tried to dispel the conception of a terrible future by
substituting the memory of a painful past. I recalled the death of my
parents and endeavored to fix my mind upon the last sad scenes at their
bedsides and their graves. It all seemed vague and unreal, as having
occurred ages ago and to another person. Suddenly, striking through my
thought and parting it as a tense cord is parted by the stroke of steel—I
can think of no other comparison—I heard a sharp cry as of one in mortal
agony! The voice was that of my brother and seemed to come from the
street outside my window. I sprang to the window and threw it open. A
street lamp directly opposite threw a wan and ghastly light upon the wet
pavement and the fronts of the houses. A single policeman, with upturned
collar, was leaning against a gatepost, quietly smoking a cigar. No one
else was in sight. I closed the window and pulled down the shade, seated
myself before the fire and tried to fix my mind upon my surroundings. By
way of assisting, by performance of some familiar act, I looked at my
watch; it marked half-past eleven. Again I heard that awful cry! It
seemed in the room—at my side. I was frightened and for some moments had
not the power to move. A few minutes later—I have no recollection of the
intermediate time—I found myself hurrying along an unfamiliar street as
fast as I could walk. I did not know where I was, nor whither I was
going, but presently sprang up the steps of a house before which were two
or three carriages and in which were moving lights and a subdued
confusion of voices. It was the house of Mr. Margovan.
You know, good friend, what had occurred there. In one chamber lay Julia
Margovan, hours dead by poison; in another John Stevens, bleeding from a
pistol wound in the chest, inflicted by his own hand. As I burst into
the room, pushed aside the physicians and laid my hand upon his forehead
he unclosed his eyes, stared blankly, closed them slowly and died without
a sign.
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