England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
book held, he did not know how, in his hands, he watched the pair.
Oswald bent forward close to her, talking low, so that she only could
hear, shutting out the rest of the people in the room, the rest of the
world, how many soever and how important they might have been,
appropriating her altogether to himself; and Cara yielded to it, and
smiled, and showed no displeasure. Could this mean anything but one
thing? Perhaps some passing lovers’ quarrel had disturbed the
equilibrium of affairs between them, when she spoke to Edward as she had
done, and raised his hopes. Perhaps---- But why speculate on anything so
little encouraging? It threw him down, as it were, at a plunge from
those airy and lovely heights of youthful possibility, where Oswald had
always preceded him, gleaning everything that was most desirable. It
seemed to Edward that he had never cared for anything in his life but
Cara--her ‘sweet friendship,’ as the young man called it, the
appreciation and understanding of him which he had read in her eyes.
Surely the elder brother who had all the success and all the social
happiness for his portion might have spared him this. It was the rich
man and the poor man over again. Oswald was welcome to anything but
Cara; and yet he had come out of his way to pluck this one flower which
Edward had hoped might be for him. His heart sank as he watched them,
down, down, to unimaginable depths. Oswald would not care for her as he
would have done. She would but be a pleasure the more to the elder
brother, whereas to Edward she would have been everything. No doubt he
was talking to her now of himself, his own prowess, and what he had done
or was going to do. Herself and how she was feeling would drop as things
unworthy consideration; but Edward would have made them the chief, the
most interesting topics--he would have forgotten himself to set her high
above all others. Was this the way of the world, of which so much was
written in books and sung in poetry? The book trembled in Edward’s hand,
and his heart suddenly swelled and filled with a sick and bitter
discontent.
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