England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Was this only the caprice of her nature (she had always been capricious)
going a little further than usual? Her husband liked her all the better
for her quick changes of sentiment; the laughing and crying that were
like an April sky. He said to himself that she had always been like
that; always changing in a moment, quarrelling sometimes even, making
him uncomfortable for mere variety. Monotony was the thing she hated;
and now she had taken this fad, this fancy, and thought herself ill. How
could she be ill when she still could run about with him and enjoy
herself as much as ever? How keen she had been in the bric-a-brac shop
of which she had chosen to talk! He never should have found out that
Buen Retiro cup but for her. It was her sharp eyes that saw it. It was
she who had rummaged through the dust and all the commonplace gatherings
to those things which had really interest. Ill! though all the College
of Physicians swore it, and she to boot, he would not believe that she
was ill. Disturbance of the system--that was all the worst of them ever
said; but how little meaning there was in that! Out of sorts! reduced to
plain English, that was what disturbance of the system meant; and
everybody was subject to as much. She came in, while he was in the full
course of these thoughts, with a brilliant little flush on her cheeks,
her eyes shining, her whole aspect full of animation. ‘I am ready, Sir,’
she said, making him a mocking curtsey. Yes; capricious, that was what
she had always been, and he loved her for it. It explained her changes,
her fancies, her strange notions better than anything else could do.
That was the first day, however, on which her strength really showed
symptoms of breaking down. She got tired, which was a thing she never
owned to; lost the pretty flush on her cheek, became pale, and worn out.
‘I don’t know what is the matter with me,’ she said; ‘all at once I feel
so tired.’
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