England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘And with very good reason,’ said he. ‘Think how rapidly we have been
travelling; think what we have been doing since. Why, you were on foot
the whole morning. You are tired; so am I, for that matter. I was
thinking of saying so, but you are always so hard upon my little
fatigues. What a comfort for me to find that you, too, for once in a
way, can give in!’ Thus he tried to take her favourite part and laugh
her out of her terrors. She consented with a smile more serious than her
gravity had been of old, and they went back to their room and dined
‘quietly;’ and he sat and read to her, according to the picture of
English domesticity which she had drawn out with smiles a few hours
before. It was so soon after that tirade of hers that they could not but
remember it, both of them. As it happened, there was nothing but a
Tauchnitz novel to read (and who that has been ill or sad, or who has
had illness or sadness to solace in a foreign place, but has blessed the
novels of Tauchnitz?) and he read it, scarcely knowing what the words
were which fluttered before his eyes. And as for her, she did not take
much notice of the story either, but lay on the sofa, and listened,
partly to his voice, partly to the distant sound of the band playing,
with strange heaviness and aching in her heart. It was not that she
wished to be out listening to the band, moving about in the warm air,
hearing the babble of society--that was not what she cared for; but to
be lying there out of the current; to have dropped aside out of the
stream; to be unable for the common strain of life! So he read, sadly
thinking, not knowing what he read; and she half listened, not knowing
what she was listening to. It was the first time, and the first time is
the worst, though the best. ‘It is only once in a way,’ he said to her,
when the long evening was over; ‘to-morrow you will be as well as ever.’
And so she was. It was the most natural thing in the world that both or
either of them should be tired, once in a way.
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