England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
That night when Miss Cherry had cried herself almost blind, after a
stolen interview with the doctor in the passage as he left the house,
she was frightened nearly out of her wits by a sudden apparition. It was
late, for Cherry, though used to early hours, had not been able to think
of sleep after the doctor’s melancholy shake of the head and whisper of
‘I fear the worst.’ She was sitting sadly thinking of what that pretty
house would be with the mistress gone. What would become of James? Some
men have work to occupy them. Some men are absorbed in the outdoor life
which makes a woman less a companion to them, perpetual and cherished;
but James! Cherry Beresford was so different a woman from her
sister-in-law, that the affection between them had been limited, and
almost conventional--the enforced union of relations, not anything
spontaneous; for where mutual understanding is not, there cannot be much
love. But this did not blind her perception as to what his wife was to
James. She herself had not been very much to him, nor he to her. They
had loved each other calmly, like brother and sister, but they had not
been companions since they were children. Cherry, who was very simple
and true, not deceiving herself any more than other people, knew very
well that she could never fill for him anything of the place his wife
had left vacant. Her heart would bleed for him; but that was all--and
what would become of him? She shivered and wept at the thought, but
could think of nothing--nothing! What would poor James do?
Then Cara came stalking in upon her in her nightgown, with a candle in
her hand, white and chill as a little ghost, her face very pale, her
brown hair hanging about her shoulders, her white bare feet showing
below her night-dress, all lighted up by the candle she carried. ‘I have
come to ask you what it all means,’ the child said; ‘none of you say
what is true. You laugh when I can see you are more like crying, and you
make jokes, and you tell--lies. Have you all gone mad, Aunt Cherry? or
what does it mean?’
Upon this a little burst of impatience came to Miss Cherry, which was an
ease to her over-wrought feelings. ‘You disagreeable, tiresome little
child! How dare you make yourself a judge of other people? Are you so
wise or so sensible that you should be able to say exactly what is right
and what is wrong? I wonder at you, Cara! When you see us unhappy, all
upset and miserable, about your poor mamma.’
‘But why? To tell me--lies, will that make her well?’
‘You should have been whipt,’ cried the indignant lady. ‘Oh, you should
have been whipt when you were a small child, and then you never would
have dared to speak so to me, and to your poor father, whose heart is
broken! Would you like us to go and tell her how ill she is, and beg of
her to make haste and die? Poor, poor Annie! that is what would be best
for her, to get rid of the pain. Is that what you would like us to do?’
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