England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Oh, Aunt Cherry, Aunt Cherry! don’t say that mamma--that mamma----’
‘No, my darling, I can’t say it,’ cried Miss Cherry, drawing the child
into her arms, kissing and crying over her. ‘I won’t say it. I’ll never,
never give up hope. Doctors are deceived every day. Nobody can tell what
may happen, and God hears prayers when we pray with all our hearts. But
that’s why we hide our feelings, Cara; why we laugh, dear, when we would
like to cry; why we try to talk as if we were happy when we are very
sad; for she would give up hope if she once knew----’
‘And would that make any difference?’ said the child, in all the
impenetrability of wonder, one revelation bursting upon her after
another, feeling this new dark mysterious world beyond her powers.
‘Would hope make any difference?’ cried Miss Cherry. ‘Oh, child, how
little you know! It is hope that makes all the difference. If you think
things are going well, it helps them to go well--it keeps up your
strength, it cheers your heart, it makes you a different creature.
Everything, everything, lies in keeping up hope.’
‘I don’t understand,’ said Cara, slowly. She had pushed open a door
unawares into a spiritual world of which she knew nothing. She had not
one of the happy superficial natures which sail over mysteries. That
which was deeper than fact and truer than truth was a perplexity and
aching wonder to the child. She could not fathom it, she had but just
discovered it. She stood quite still while Miss Cherry explained to her
as well as she could how nothing must be said or done that would alarm
the patient, how everything must be made smooth and kept cheerful round
her. ‘And, Cara, you will remember--you will say nothing to frighten
her, whatever you may hear. If she should suffer very much, you must
always look as if you felt sure she would soon be better.’
‘Even if it is not true?’
‘Oh, my dear child! the only way to mend that is to pray to God day and
night, day and night, to make it true! He can and He will--or, oh, Cara!
we hope He will,’ cried Miss Cherry, with tears. ‘And you can help by
always praying, and always being cheerful. Look at your poor papa, how
he smiles and jokes, and his heart is breaking all the time.’
‘His heart is breaking!’ said Cara, under her breath.
‘But if we all do what we can, and are cheerful, and trust in God, she
may get better, dear. There is so much we can do. That is how I try to
keep up my heart. We must never look frightened, never let her get
alarmed. Keep cheerful, cheerful, Cara, whatever we do.’
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