England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This was some months after the home-coming of the invalid. Mrs.
Beresford had rallied, and spent a pleasant Christmas with her friends
round her once more, and she recovered her looks a little, and raised
high hopes in all those who watched her so curiously. But just as spring
began to touch the Square, and the crocuses appeared, a sudden and rapid
relapse had come on, and to-day there had been a consultation of the
doctors of a kind which could not be mistaken, so deeply serious was it.
They were in Mr. Beresford’s study while nurse went downstairs, and he
had just been called in solemnly from the next room to hear her fate,
which implied his own. She had dropped into an uneasy sleep when her
trial was over, too tired and worn out to be capable of more; and it was
during this moment that nurse had yielded to Cara’s entreaties, made
through the half-open door. The child had not seen her mother all day,
and her whole being was penetrated by the sense of anxiety and
foreboding that was in the house. She had wandered up and down the
staircase all the time the doctors had been about, and her little,
anxious face affected nurse with pity. It was the best thing for Cara to
take the watch by her mother’s side during this moment of suspense, as
it was the best thing for nurse to get out of the sick-room and refresh
herself with change. Nurse’s heart was heavy too, but not with suspense.
There had been no mystery to her in the growing illness. She was an
‘old-fashioned servant’--alas! of a very old-fashioned sort indeed; for
few in any age, we fear, are those poetical retainers whose service is
given for duty, not for need. Nurse served not for duty, indeed; to
which word she might have objected--for was it not the duty ‘of them as
she had done everything for’ to look after her, as much as hers to look
after them?--but for love, which is a more effectual argument. She liked
her good wages and her comforts, as an honest woman has a right to do;
but she liked the ‘family’ better still, and cared not very much for any
other family, not even that with which she was herself connected in the
capacity of sister and aunt--for, though she had been married, she had
no children of her own. Mrs. Beresford had been her child; then, so long
after, Cara. Her heart was concentrated in those two. But after this
trial of the medical examination, which was almost as hard upon her as
upon her mistress, nurse was very thankful to take advantage of that
door, and escape for a little into the more cheerful world of the
kitchen, with all its coming and going, and the cup of tea which cook,
sympathetic and curious, and very anxious to hear all that could be
heard, made for her with such friendly care.
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