England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘My dear lady,’ said the Rector, ‘I don’t mean to say that I would put
any trust in death-bed repentances; but surely it is a privilege to have
that time left to us for solemn thought, for making sure that we are in
the right way.’
‘I never think much when I am ill, my dear Rector; I can’t. I think why
the flies buzz so, and I think if I was Martha it would make me unhappy
to have such a red nose; and if you came to me, instead of listening to
what you said, I should be thinking all the time that your white tie was
undone’ (here the Rector furtively and nervously glanced down, and
instinctively put up his hand to feel if the remark was true) ‘or your
coat rusty at the elbows. I say these things at a hazard, not that I
ever remarked them,’ she added, laughing. ‘You are tidiness itself.’
The Rector was put out by these chance possibilities of criticism, and
could not but feel that Miss Charity’s quick eyes must have seen him
with his white tie untidy, loosely unfastened, under his beard. He had
grown a beard, like so many clergymen, and it was not an improvement.
Instead of looking clean, as he once did, he looked black and coarse, a
mixture of sea-captain and divine. He kept putting up his hand
stealthily all the time he remained, and inviting his wife with nervous
glances, to let him know if all was right. Unfortunately he could not
see it under the forest of black beard.
‘We heard,’ said his wife, coming to his relief, ‘that there was
something about an opiate--an over-dose, something of that sort--that
poor Mrs. James had taken it without measuring it, or--you know how
everything is exaggerated. I was quite afraid, and so glad to see the
death in the paper without any inquest or formalities of that kind,
which must be so painful. Was there really nothing in the story of the
opiate? It is so strange how things get about.’
‘I don’t think it at all strange, Maria. The servants call in a strange
doctor, in their fright, who does not know anything about her case or
temperament. He hears that she has to take some calming drops to relieve
her pain, and of course he jumps in his ignorance to the idea of an
overdose. It is the fashionable thing now-a-days. It is what they all
say----’
‘And there was _no_ truth in it?’
‘None whatever,’ said Miss Charity, who, safest of all advocates,
implicitly believed what she was saying, not knowing that any doubt had
ever existed on the subject. She sat facing them in her new mourning, so
freshly, crisply black. Miss Charity knew of no mystery even, and her
calm certainty had all the genuine force of truth.
The Rector and his wife looked at each other. ‘It shows that one should
not believe the tenth part of what one hears,’ he said. ‘I was told
confidently that poor Mrs. James Beresford held strange ideas about some
things.’
‘That you may be quite sure of, Rector. I never knew any one yet worth
their salt who did not hold odd ideas about something----’
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