England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Sarah, who was waiting outside, had red eyes overflowing with tears. She
hugged the little girl and kissed her, bursting out into fits of subdued
crying. But Cara’s own sobs were stilled and over. Her head ached with
bewildering pain; her mind was full of confused bewildering thoughts.
CHAPTER VIII.
CONSOLATION.
‘This is indeed an affliction, dear Miss Beresford. We came up directly
we heard of it; I would not let a moment pass. Oh, how little we know!
We were thinking of your poor niece as having returned from her foreign
tour; as being about to enter upon the brilliant society of the season.
I don’t know when I have received such a shock; and my poor Maria, her
feelings were almost beyond control; but she would not stay away.’
‘I thought she would come,’ said Miss Charity. ‘Maria always likes to
get news from the fountain-head, and to see how people are bearing their
troubles. Yes, my dear, I am bearing mine very well, as you see. Poor
Annie! she was only my niece by marriage after all. At my age one sees
even one’s own nieces, women with families, die without great trouble.
It may sound hard, but it’s true. When a woman is married, and has her
own children about her, you can’t but feel that she’s less to you. It’s
dreadful for _them_; but, so far as you are concerned, you lost her long
ago.’
‘Oh, dear Miss Beresford, you like to pretend you are calm, to hide how
soft-hearted you are! But we know you better than that. I myself, though
I knew (comparatively) so little of poor Mrs. James----’
‘And I thought you did not like each other, so it is all the more kind
of you to cry. Cherry will cry too as much as you please, and be
thankful for your sympathy. Have you had a pleasant walk? I think the
primroses are thicker than ever this spring. We have been sending up
basketsful. She was fond of them----’ Here the old lady faltered for a
moment. This was the kind of allusion that melted her, not
straightforward talk. She was in profound black, a great deal more
crape than the dressmaker thought at all necessary, but Miss Charity had
her own views on these subjects. ‘Put double upon me, and take it off
the child,’ she had said, to the wonder of the tradespeople, who felt
that the mourning for a niece by marriage was a very different thing
from that which was required for a mother. Mrs. Burchell respected her
greatly for her crape. She knew the value of it, and the unthriftiness,
and felt that this was indeed showing respect.
‘We heard it was very sudden at last,’ said the Rector, ‘that nobody had
the least idea--it was a very lingering disorder that she was supposed
to have? So we heard, at least. Do you happen to know how the doctors
accounted for its suddenness at last? There is something very dreadful
to the imagination in so sudden a death.’
‘I wish I could think I should have as quick an end,’ said Miss Charity;
‘but we Beresfords are strong, and die hard. We can’t shake off life
like that. We have to get rid of it by inches.’
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