“Truly I do not know,” said Lydia, puzzled; “unless it be that your
colleagues have failed to recommend themselves to society by their
extra-professional conduct as the others have.”
“I grant you that fighting men ar’n’t gentlemen, as a rule. No more were
painters, or poets, once upon a time. But what I want to know is this:
Supposing a fighting man has as good manners as your friends, and is
as well born, why shouldn’t he mix with them and be considered their
equal?”
“The distinction seems arbitrary, I confess. But perhaps the true remedy
would be to exclude the vivisectors and soldiers, instead of admitting
the prize-fighters. Mr. Cashel Byron,” added Lydia, changing her manner,
“I cannot discuss this with you. Society has a prejudice against you.
I share it; and I cannot overcome it. Can you find no nobler occupation
than these fierce and horrible encounters by which you condescend to
gain a living?”
“No,” said Cashel, flatly. “I can’t. That’s just where it is.”
Lydia looked grave, and said nothing.
“You don’t see it?” said Cashel. “Well, I’ll just tell you all about
myself, and then leave you to judge. May I sit down while I talk?”
He had risen in the course of his remarks on Lydia’s scientific and
military acquaintances.
She pointed to a chair near her. Something in the action brought color
to his cheeks.
“I believe I was the most unfortunate devil of a boy that ever walked,”
he began, when he was seated. “My mother was--and is--an actress, and
a tiptop crack in her profession. One of the first things I remember
is sitting on the floor in the corner of a room where there was a big
glass, and she flaring away before it, attitudinizing and spouting
Shakespeare like mad. I was afraid of her, because she was very
particular about my manners and appearance, and would never let me go
near a theatre. I know very little about either my people or hers; for
she boxed my ears one day for asking who my father was, and I took good
care not to ask her again. She was quite young when I was a child; at
first I thought her a sort of angel--I should have been fond of her, I
think, if she had let me. But she didn’t, somehow; and I had to keep my
affection for the servants. I had plenty of variety in that way; for
she gave her whole establishment the sack about once every two months,
except a maid who used to bully her, and gave me nearly all the nursing
I ever got. I believe it was my crying about some housemaid or other who
went away that first set her abusing me for having low tastes--a sort of
thing that used to cut me to the heart, and which she kept up till
the very day I left her for good. We were a precious pair: I sulky and
obstinate, she changeable and hot-tempered. She used to begin breakfast
sometimes by knocking me to the other side of the room with a slap, and
finish it by calling me her darling boy and promising me all manner of
toys and things. I soon gave up trying to please her, or like her, and
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