She was anxious to get away from Sutton, and the prospect of long days
spent in London pleased her, and on the following Thursday Harold took
her up to London by the ten minutes past nine. For the first time she
found something romantic in that train. They drove from Victoria in a.
hansom. Mr. Hoskin was waiting for her on the steps of the National
Gallery.
'I'm so frightened,' she said; 'I'm afraid I don't paint well enough.'
'You'll get on all right. I'll see you through. This way. I've got
your easel, and your place is taken.'
They went up to the galleries.
'Oh, dear me, this seems rather alarming!' she exclaimed, stopping
before the crowd of easels, the paint-boxes, the palettes on the
thumbs, the sheaves of brushes, the maulsticks in the air. She glanced
at the work, seeking eagerly for copies, worse than any she was likely
to perpetrate. Mr. Hoskin assured her that there were many in the
gallery who could not do as well as she. And she experienced a little
thrill when he led her to the easel. A beautiful white canvas stood on
it ready for her to begin, and on a chair by the side of the easel was
her paint-box and brushes. He told her where she would find him, in
the Turner room, and that she must not hesitate to come and fetch him
whenever she was in difficulties.
'I should like you to see the drawing,' she said, 'before I begin to
paint.'
'I shall look to your drawing many times before I allow you to begin
painting. It will take you at least a couple of days to get it
right.... Don't be afraid,' he said, glancing round; 'lots of them
can't do as well as you. I shall be back about lunch time.'
The picture that Mildred had elected to copy was Reynolds's angel
heads. She looked at the brown gold of their hair, and wondered what
combination of umber and sienna would produce it. She studied the
delicate bloom of their cheeks, and wondered what mysterious
proportions of white, ochre, and carmine she would have to use to
obtain it. The bright blue and grey of the eyes frightened her. She
felt sure that such colour did not exist in the little tin tubes that
lay in rows in the black japanned box by her side. Already she
despaired. But before she began to paint she would have to draw those
heavenly faces in every feature. It was more difficult than sketching
from nature. She could not follow the drawing, it seemed to escape
her. It did not exist in lines which she could measure, which she
could follow. It seemed to have grown out of the canvas rather than to
have been placed there. The faces were leaned over--illusive
foreshortenings which she could not hope to catch. The girl in front
of her was making, it seemed to Mildred, a perfect copy. There seemed
to be no difference, or very little, between her work and Reynolds's.
Mildred felt that she could copy the copy easier than she could the
original.
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