The gilt clock was striking ten in the empty drawing-room when she
entered. 'I didn't expect her to get up at six to receive me, but she
might be up at ten, I think. However, it doesn't much matter. I
suppose she's looking after her sick husband. ... Well, I don't think
much of her drawing-room. Red plush sofas and chairs. It is just like
an hotel, and the street is dingy enough,' thought Mildred, as she
pulled one of the narrow lace curtains aside: I don't think much of
Paris. But it doesn't matter, I shall be at the studio nearly all
day.'
A moment after Mrs. Fargus entered. 'I'm so sorry,' she said, 'I
wasn't up to receive you, but---'
'I didn't expect you to get up at five, which you would have had to
do. I was here soon after six.'
Mrs. Fargus asked her if she had had a good passage, if she felt
fatigued, and what she thought of Paris. And then the conversation
dropped.
'She's a good little soul,' thought Mildred, 'even though she does
dress shabbily. It is pure kindness of her to have me here; she
doesn't want the three pounds a week I pay her. But I had to pay
something. I couldn't sponge on her hospitality for six months... I
wonder she doesn't say something. I suppose I must.'
'You know it is very kind of you to have me here. I don't know how to
thank you.'
Mrs. Fargus' thoughts seemed on their way back from a thousand miles.
'From the depths of Comte,' thought Mildred.
'My dear, you wanted to study.'
'Yes, but if it hadn't been for you I should never have got the
chance. As it was Harold did his best to keep me. He said he'd have to
get a housekeeper, and it would put him to a great deal of
inconvenience: men are so selfish. He'd like me to keep house for him
always.'
'We're all selfish, Mildred. Men aren't worse than women, only it
takes another form. We only recognise selfishness when it takes a form
different from our practice.'
Mildred listened intently, but Mrs. Fargus said no more, and the
conversation seemed as if it were going to drop. Suddenly, to
Mildred's surprise, Mrs. Fargus said:
'When do you propose to begin work?'
'This morning. Elsie Laurence and Cissy Clive are coming to take me to
the studio. I'm expecting them every moment. They're late.'
'They know the studio they're taking you to, I suppose?'
'Oh yes, they've worked there before... The question is whether I
ought to work in the men's studio, or if it would be better, safer, to
join the ladies' class.'
'What does Miss Laurence say?'
'Oh, Elsie and Cissy are going to work with the men. They wouldn't
work with a lot of women.'
'Why?'
'Because they like being with men in the first place.'
'Oh! But you?'
'No, I don't mind, and yet I don't think I should care to be cooped up
all day with a lot of women.'
'You mean that there would be more emulation in a mixed class?'
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