'Yes; and Elsie says it is better to work in the men's studio. There
are cleverer pupils there than in the ladies' studio, and one learns
as much from one's neighbours as from the professor; more.'
'Are you sure of that? Do you not think that we are all far too ready
to assume that whatever men do is the best?'
'I suppose we are.'
'Men kept us uneducated till a hundred years ago; we are only gaining
our rights inch by inch, prejudice is only being overcome very slowly,
and whenever women have had equal, or nearly equal, advantages they
have proved themselves equal or superior to men. Women's inferiority
in physical strength is immaterial, for, as mankind grows more
civilised, force will be found in the brain and not in the muscles.'
Mrs. Fargus was now fairly afloat on her favourite theme, viz., if men
were kind to women, their kindness was worse than their cruelty--it
was demoralising.
Eventually the conversation returned whence it had started, and Mrs.
Fargus said:
'Then why do you hesitate? What is the objection to the men's studio?'
'I do not know that there is any particular objection, nothing that I
ought to let stand in the way of my studies. It was only something
that Elsie and Cissy said. They said the men's conversation wasn't
always very nice. But they weren't sure, for they understand French
hardly at all--they may have been mistaken. But if the conversation
were coarse it would be very unpleasant for me; the students would
know that I understood... Then there's the model, there's that to be
got over. But Elsie and Cissy say that the model's nothing; no more
than a statue.'
'The model is undraped?'
'Oh, yes.'
'Really Mildred---'
'That's the disadvantage of being a girl. Prejudice closes the
opportunity of study to one.'
Mrs. Fargus did not speak for a long time. At last she said:
'Of course, Mildred, you must consult your own feeling; if it's the
custom, if it's necessary--Your vocation is of course everything.'
Then it was Mildred's turn to pause before answering. At last she
said:
'It does seem rather--well, disgusting, but if it is necessary for
one's art. In a way I'd as soon work in the ladies' studio.'
'I daresay you derive just as much advantage.'
'Do you think so? It's from the students round one that one learns,
and there's no use coming to Paris if one doesn't make the most of
one's opportunities.'
'You might give the ladies' studio a trial, and if you didn't find you
were getting on you could join the men's.'
'After having wasted three months! As you say my vocation is
everything. It would be useless for me to think of taking up painting
as a profession, if I did not work in the men's studio.'
'But are you going there?'
'I can't make up my mind. You have frightened me, you've put me off
it.'
'I think I hardly offered an opinion.'
'Perhaps Harold would not like me to go there.'
'You might write to him. Yes, write to him.'
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