The tall double stocks were breathing heavily in the dark garden; the
delicate sweetness of the syringa moved as if on tip-toe towards the
windows; but it was the aching smell of lilies that kept Mildred
awake.
As she tossed to and fro the recollections of the day turned and
turned in her brain, ticking loudly, and she could see each event as
distinctly as the figures on the dial of a great clock.
'What a strange woman that Mrs. Fargus--her spectacles, her short
hair, and that dreadful cap which she wore at the tennis party! It was
impossible not to feel sorry for her, she did look so ridiculous. I
wonder her husband allows her to make such a guy of herself. What a
curious little man, his great cough and that foolish shouting manner;
a good-natured, empty-headed little fellow. They are a funny couple!
Harold knew her husband at Oxford; they were at the same college. She
took honours at Oxford; that's why she seemed out of place in a little
town like Sutton. She is quite different from her husband; he couldn't
pass his examinations; he had been obliged to leave. ... What made
them marry?
'I don't know anything about Comte--I wish I did; it is so dreadful to
be ignorant. I never felt my ignorance before, but that little woman
does make me feel it, not that she intrudes her learning on any one; I
wish she did, for I want to learn. I wish I could remember what she
told me: that all knowledge passes through three states: the
theological, the--the--metaphysical, and the scientific. We are
religious when we are children, metaphysical when we are one-and-
twenty, and as we get old we grow scientific. And I must not forget
this, that what is true for the individual is true for the race. In
the earliest ages man was religious (I wonder what our vicar would say
if he heard this). In the Middle Ages man was metaphysical, and in
these latter days he is growing scientific.
'The other day when I came into the drawing-room she didn't say a
word. I waited and waited to see if she would speak--no, not a word.
She sat reading. Occasionally she would look up, stare at the ceiling,
and then take a note. I wonder what she put down on that slip of
paper? But when I spoke she seemed glad to talk, and she told me about
Oxford. It evidently was the pleasantest time of her life. It must
have been very curious. There were a hundred girls, and they used to
run in and out of each other's rooms, and they had dances; they danced
with each other, and never thought about men. She told me she never
enjoyed any dances so much as those; and they had a gymnasium, and
special clothes to wear there--a sort of bloomer costume. It must have
been very jolly. I wish I had gone to Oxford. Girls dancing together,
and never thinking about men. How nice!
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