Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 111, Vol. III, February 13, 1886Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, Fifth Series, No. 111, Vol. III, February 13, 1886
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the world with misery; to be simple, after having found out the charm
and the wisdom of simplicity; to have—in a word—not childhood as it
is, but as it would be, if we with our present knowledge could begin
again:—this is what is wished for. This, too, is the secret of the
sympathetic touch in Gray’s well-known welcome of the breeze from the
school of his boyhood, that breeze that came from the happy hills, the
fields beloved in vain:
I feel the gales that from ye blow
A momentary bliss bestow,
As waving fresh their gladsome wing,
My weary soul they seem to soothe,
And, redolent of joy and youth,
To breathe a second spring.
That second spring would be boyhood with manhood’s knowledge—an
impossible existence, a Golden Age that never was. It was because of
the grim troop of passions and diseases waiting ‘in the vale below,’
that Gray envied the boyhood that had not yet advanced to meet the
strife and miseries of the world. We call that Golden Age ‘the happiest
time,’ merely by contrast; we forget its small capacity for happiness,
its shallow understanding of the worth of those good things that we
envy; and we apostrophise it in poetry and prose, because we are
condemning the after-time as unhappy, without remembering our increased
capacity for happiness.
But if it be impossible to carry back to a new start in life the
experience life has given us, while we are thinking with a sad
fascination of that Golden Age, and feeling the ‘momentary bliss’
of recollection, we shall not find it impossible to reverse our
aspirations, and to combine with later life some part, and perhaps the
best part, of our young life’s treasures. We yearn for those two things
together—the happiness of the beginning, and the light upon it from the
experience of the end. We cannot go back; but why should we not gather
again and bring forward with us all that can be brought from the Golden
Age? Then, to some extent, our aspirations will be satisfied.
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