Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 122, vol. III, May 1, 1886 — John Shaqi
Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 122, vol. III, May 1, 1886Various
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‘I’m going to England, Miss Dupuy,’ the poor young mulatto went on
in broken accents; ‘I can stand no longer the shame and misery of my
own surroundings in this island. You know what they are. Picture them
to yourself for a moment. Forget you are a white woman, a member of
this old proud unforgiving aristocracy—“for they ne’er pardon who
have done the wrong:” forget it for once, and try to think how it
would feel to you, after your English up-bringing, with your tastes
and ideas and habits and sentiments, to be suddenly set down in the
midst of a society like that of the ignorant coloured class here in
Trinidad. On the one side, contempt and contumely from the most boorish
and unlettered whites; on the other side, utter uncongeniality with
one’s own poor miserable people. Picture it to yourself—how absolutely
unendurable!’
Nora bethought her silently of Tom Dupuy from both points of view, and
answered in a low tone: ‘Dr Whitaker, I recognise the truth of what you
say. I—I am sorry for you; I sympathise with you.’
It was a great deal for a daughter of the old slave-owning oligarchy to
say—how much, people in England can hardly realise; and Dr Whitaker
accepted it gratefully. ‘It’s very kind of you, Miss Dupuy,’ he went on
again, the tears rising quickly to his eyes, ‘very, very kind of you.
But the struggle is over; I can’t stand it any longer; I mean at once
to return to England.’
‘You will do wisely, I think,’ Nora answered, looking at him steadily.
‘I will do wisely,’ he repeated in a wandering tone. ‘Yes, I will do
wisely. But, Miss Dupuy, strange to say, there is one thing that still
binds me down to Trinidad.—Oh, for heaven’s sake, listen to me, and
don’t condemn me unheard.—No, no, I beg of you, don’t rise yet! I will
be brief. Hear me out, I implore of you, I implore of you! I am only a
mulatto, I know; but mulattoes have a heart as well as white men—better
than some, I do honestly believe. Miss Dupuy, from the very first
moment I saw you, I—I loved you! yes, I _will_ say it—I loved you!—I
loved you!’
Nora rose, and stood erect before him, proud but tremulous, in her
girlish beauty. ‘Dr Whitaker,’ she said, in a very calm tone, ‘I knew
it; I saw it. From the first moment you ever spoke to me, I knew it
perfectly.’
He drew a long breath to still the violent throbbing of his heart. ‘You
knew it,’ he said, almost joyously—‘you knew it! And you did not repel
me! Oh, Miss Dupuy, for one of your blood and birth, that was indeed a
great condescension!’
Nora hesitated. ‘I liked you, Dr Whitaker,’ she answered slowly—‘I
liked you, and I was sorry for you.’
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