Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 122, vol. III, May 1, 1886Various
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Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 122, vol. III, May 1, 1886
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‘Thank you, thank you. Whatever else you say, for that one word I
thank you earnestly. But oh, what more can I say to you? I love you;
I have always loved you. I shall always love you in future. Take me
or reject me, I shall always love you. And yet, how can I ask you?
But in England—in England, Miss Dupuy, the barrier would be less
absolute.—Yes, yes; I know how hopeless it is: but this once—this once
only! I _must_ ask you! Oh, for pity’s sake, in England—far away from
it all—in London—where nobody thinks of these things! Why, I know a
Hindu barrister—— But there! it’s not a matter for reasoning; it lies
between heart and heart! Oh, Miss Dupuy, tell me—tell me, tell me, is
there—is there any chance for me?’
Nora’s heart relented within her. ‘Dr Whitaker,’ she said slowly and
remorsefully, ‘you can’t tell how much I feel for you. I can see at
once what a dreadful position you are placed in. I can see, of course,
how impossible it is for you ever to think of marrying any—any lady of
your own colour—at least as they are brought up here in Trinidad. I can
see that you could only fall in love with—with a white lady, a person
fitted by education and manners to be a companion to you. I know how
clever you are, and I think I can see how good you are too. I know how
far all your tastes and ideas are above those of the people you must
mix with here, or, for that matter, above Tom Dupuy’s—or my own either.
I see it all; I know it all. And indeed, I like you—I admire you, and
I like you. I don’t want you to think me unkind and unappreciative.—Dr
Whitaker, I feel truly flattered that you should speak so to me this
evening—but’—— And she hesitated. The young mulatto felt that that
‘but’ was the very deathblow to his last faint hope and aspiration.
‘But—— Well, you know these things are something more than a mere
matter of liking and admiring. Let us still be friends, Dr Whitaker—let
us still be friends.—And there’s the band striking up the next waltz.
Will you kindly take me back to the ballroom? I—I am engaged to dance
it with Captain Castello.’
‘One second, Miss Dupuy—for God’s sake, one second! Is that final? Is
that irrevocable?’
‘Final, Dr Whitaker—quite final. I like you; I admire you; but I can
never, never—never accept you!’
The mulatto uttered a little low sharp piercing cry. ‘Ah!’ he exclaimed
in an accent of terrible despair, ‘then it is all over—all, all over!’
Next instant he had drawn himself together with an effort again, and
offering Nora his arm with constrained calmness, he began to lead her
back towards the crowded ballroom. As he neared the steps, he paused
once more for a second, and almost whispered in her ear in a hollow
voice: ‘Thank you, thank you for ever for at least your sympathy!’
MAN-LIKE APES—AND MAN.
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