Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 125, vol. III, May 22, 1886 — John Shaqi
Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 125, vol. III, May 22, 1886Various
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Chambers's journal of popular literature, science, and art, fifth series, no. 125, vol. III, May 22, 1886
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At the end of the week, something happened which had the double effect
of lowering me several inches in my own estimation, and of placing
matters in a totally different light. It was an exceedingly hot night;
and after we had all gone to bed, I was tempted to leave my room, and
seating myself by the open window in the corridor, to indulge in an
extra cigar. The fact that it was a fine moonlight night, and that
while the corridor window boasted a lovely view, that of my own room
looked into the stables, amply justified my choice of a seat. I had
been there for perhaps an hour, when I heard the Crawfords talking in
their room, which was on a level with my own. The tones were excited
and eager; and fearing that Mrs Crawford might be lashing herself into
a fury, and that her husband might be ignorantly increasing it, I stole
down to their door and stood listening.
‘Arthur, dear, give it to me. You don’t want it to-night. Why not wait
until the morning?’
These were the first words that I caught spoken in Mrs Crawford’s
usually gentle tones.
‘Give it to you?—No; not I! I know a trick worth two of that. Ah, you
think I don’t know that you and that confounded mealy-mouthed doctor
are in league against me.’
Crawford’s voice, shrill and mocking, but undoubtedly his. Good
heavens! was the man drunk? There was a moment’s pause, and then he
began again, this time more gently.
‘Come, come, Beatrice. Drop this stupid joking. I only want to have
a little cut at Bertie, just a little cut; and look! the knife is so
bright and sharp, it cannot hurt him much.’
The wall seemed to reel around me as I leaned against it for support.
In a flash of revelation that nearly blinded me, as I realised the full
horror of the situation, I understood for the first time how matters
actually stood. Crawford himself was the madman, and the devoted wife,
whom I had been taught to look upon as insane, had known the truth all
this time; and knowing it, for some inscrutable woman’s reason, had
shielded him, perhaps at the cost of her very life. In a moment the
meaning of his many whims, his loss of memory, his fits of depression,
were made clear to me; and as I thought of the martyrdom through which
his girl-wife had passed, I cursed myself for the readiness with which
I had been duped.
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