Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
"There 's nothing I like to do better than fish, and I sit there and
fish and think all the time. And little things come to me of the life
in New York, and I worry over them. I never was a grafter. I never
took a penny from any one when I was on the vice squad, in the way of
protection, but there 's little things that worry me. As, for
instance, when I go into a saloon for a drink, they never take my
money. When an arrest is made, sometimes I find a bailsman for the
prisoner, and they give me something as a favor. Or I sell tickets for
this benefit or another, and nobody wants them, but nobody dares
refuse. And I sit there in a few acres of coral in the Pacific Ocean
and the sun rises in the east way over New York, and the moon sets in
the west down China way. And the winds blow south from Japan or north
from the edge of the world. And I think: It's very small. It's not
worth a man's while.
"And while I 'm thinking Janssen is thinking, too. But what she 's
thinking about, I can't figure. She 's very silent. And at times her
mouth is n't hard at all, nor her eyes, either. And when she speaks
her eyes are on the ground and she 's very serious.
"'What are you thinking about, Janssen?' I ask.
"'McCarthy,' she says, 'did you ever, after a hard day's work,
disappointed, clogged with dirt, come in and turn on a cold shower and
suddenly feel better and cleaner--and be happy again?'
"'That's the only thing to do, on a day like that.'
"'Well, I feel,' she said, 'as if this island were that bath after the
awful day of my life,' she said.
"At times I think, myself, that it must be getting on her nerves, this
place. She 'll want the lights, the gaiety, the people, if only for a
little space, before she faces her trial. Even the chair must be
better for her than this waiting, I think.
"'Are n't you getting lonely, Janssen?' I ask. 'Does n't this get on
your nerves--having nobody to talk to?' We never speak any more about
the murder or the trial.
"'Why, no, McCarthy!'
"'I should have thought,' I say, 'that after the gaiety you knew you 'd
find this a terrible trial.'
"'McCarthy,' she said suddenly, 'were you ever at Saranac?'
"'I 've passed through it.'
"'Did you ever see the poor people there, quiet, waiting, glad to be
alive, just being healed? Well, I 'm like those.'
"I don't notice for a while the change that is coming over Janssen. I
see things on the outside of people. I don't see them on the inside.
I 'm a detective. I just think maybe she 's got the blues, Maybe she's
worried. But one afternoon she comes to me and springs a new one.
"'McCarthy,' she says, 'would you mind every afternoon keeping away for
an hour or so from the cove?'
"'What's the idea?' I says.
"'Well, I used to be a good swimmer,' she says, 'and I 'm going to
practise, and I have n't got any bathing-suit,' she says, 'not even
tights. So you 'd better keep away.'
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