Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
"I think to myself: 'This is a queer thing for any one as tough as they
tell me Janssen is, to come out with.' And I wonder if she means
exactly the opposite of what she says. She wants me, I half figure, to
hang around. And maybe she thinks I 'll fall for her. And if I do,
she has me, I say to myself.
"And then I look up at her, and I see her eyes, and I never was so
ashamed before or since.
"'All right, Janssen,' I say.
"'Thanks, McCarthy!'
"A week later she borrows my knife.
"'My clothes are in rags, McCarthy,' she says, 'so it's back to the
Garden of Eden for me. I got to dress up like these wahinies down
here. Don't laugh at me, McCarthy; promise me you won't.'
"'Not too much Garden of Eden, now,' I warn her.
"'Don't worry!' she laughs. And next morning you could have knocked me
down with a straw, as they say. She has strung together big green
banana-leaves with fiber, and made a knee-length skirt of them. And
under her arms and about her is a little closed jacket of leaves, and
that great golden cloak of her hair falls around, rippling and
shimmering.
"'How do I look, McCarthy?'
"'You look fine,' I tell her. 'You look like a picture, you sure do.
You might be in a stage play,' I tell her, 'only you 're so fine and
modest.' She blushes pretty as a girl of sixteen, until it was a shock
to me to remember that she was my prisoner for the crime of murder.
And I look at myself, feel my chin, see how my suit is going. 'You
make me feel like a bum.'
"The months pass and two sails go by.
"One I see in the early evening. A few very fleecy clouds shuttle in
and out before the sun, and the great sea is purple, and the sand takes
on a deep hue like the color of a gold coin that's been in circulation
for years, mellow and reddish-like. And the green of the trees is so
green you can feel it. And on the horizon is a native boat with a
lateen sail that is orange-colored.
"I see it. I make no effort. I can do nothing. But it seems to me
that it is unreal. It is not there. It is just a dream. It is unreal
as the island is to me, unreal as my old life is to me, unreal as
everything is--except Janssen.
"But a week later another boat comes, and this time it is n't unreal.
Squat and bulky, it is a tramp steamer headed down New Zealand way. It
passes not more than three miles off, and very ugly it is upon the sea,
its funnel belching out black smoke that is like an insult to the
shining seas. I have a bonfire ready-made and go to it with my
burning-glass. And Janssen stands by and looks at me.
"'Do I have to go back, McCarthy?' she asks.
"'You got to go back and face the music, Janssen.' And I lights the
fire.
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