Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction
Our incumbent was more attentive to his duties, or rather recognised more
duties, than his predecessor. He preached on the subject, and formed
classes, sixteen being then the limit of age,—since the idea of the vow,
having become far more prominent than that of the blessing, it was held
that full development of the will and understanding was needful.
I was of the requisite age, and my father spoke to the clergyman, who
called, and, as I could not attend the classes, gave me books to read and
questions to answer. Clarence read and discussed the questions with me,
showing so much more insight into them, and fuller knowledge of Scripture
than I possessed, that I exclaimed, ‘Why should you not go up for
Confirmation too?’
‘No,’ he answered mournfully. ‘I must take no more vows if I can’t keep
them. It would just be profane.’
I had no more to say; indeed, my parents held the same view. It was good
Mr. Castleford who saw things differently. He was a clergyman’s son, and
had been bred up in the old orthodoxy, which was just beginning to put
forth fresh shoots, and, as a quasi-godfather, he held himself bound to
take an interest in our religious life, while the sponsors, whose names
stood in the family Bible, and whose spoons reposed in the plate-chest,
never troubled themselves on the matter. I remember Clarence leaning
over me and saying, ‘Mr. Castleford thinks I might be confirmed. He says
it is not so much the promise we make as of coming to Almighty God for
strength to keep what we are bound by already! He is going to speak to
papa.’
Perhaps no one except Mr. Castleford could have prevailed over the fear
of profanation in the mind of my father, who was, in his old-fashioned
way, one of the most reverent of men, and could not bear to think of holy
things being approached by one under a stigma, nor of exposing his son to
add to his guilt by taking and breaking further pledges. However, he was
struck by his friend’s arguments, and I heard him telling my mother that
when he had wished to wait till there had been time to prove sincerity of
repentance by a course of steadiness, the answer had been that it was
hard to require strength, while denying the means of grace. My mother
was scarcely convinced, but as he had consented she yielded without a
protest; and she was really glad that I should have Clarence at my side
to help me at the ceremony. The clergyman was applied to, and consented
to let Clarence attend the classes, where his knowledge, comprehension,
and behaviour were exemplary, so that a letter was written to my father
expressive of perfect satisfaction with him. ‘There,’ said my father, ‘I
knew it would be so! It is not _that_ which I want.’
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