She had run up stairs--ran almost with her former light step, for her
heart felt lightened with the childish smile of little Oliver--to the
attic which for the last nine months she had occupied--the nursery,
now made into a bedroom, and tenanted by herself and the two little
Fergusons. No special sanctity of appropriation had it; a large,
somewhat bare room, in which not a thing was her own, either to miss
or leave behind. For, in truth, she had nothing of her own; the small
personalities which she had contrived to drag about with her from
lodging to lodging having all gone to pay debts, which she had insisted
--and Dr. Grey agreed--ought to be paid before she was married. So he
had taken from her the desk, the work-table, and the other valueless yet
well-prized feminine trifles, and brought her, as their equivalent, a
sum large enough to pay both these debts and all her marriage expenses,
which sum she, ignorant and unsuspicious, took gratefully, merely saying
"he was very kind."
She now looked round on her sole worldly possessions--the large trunk
which contained her ordinary apparel, and the smaller one, in which were
packed all she needed for her fortnight's marriage tour. Her traveling
dress lay on the bed--a plain dark silk--her only silk gown except the
marriage one. She let Mrs. Ferguson array her in it, and then, with
her usual mechanical orderliness, began folding up the shining white
draperies and laying them in the larger trunk.
"Shall I send that direct to the Lodge, my dear?"
Christian looked up absently.
"To Saint Bede's Lodge--you know--that it may be ready for you when you
come home?"
Home--that blessed word which should send a thrill to the heart of any
bride. Alas! this bride heard it quite unheeding, saying only, "Do what
you think best, Mrs. Ferguson."
And then she proceeded to fasten her collar and complete the minutiae
of her dress with that careful neatness which was an instinct with
Christian, as it is with all womanly women, though how this poor
motherless girl had ever learned womanliness at all was a marvel. She
answered chiefly in soft monosyllables to the perpetual stream of Mrs.
Ferguson's talk, till at last the good soul could no longer restrain
herself.
"Oh, my dear, if you would only speak--only let out your feelings a
little; for you must feel this day so; I'm sure I do, just as if it were
my own wedding day, or Isabella's, or Sarah Jane's. And when they do
come to be married, poor lambs! I hope it will be as good a match as
you are making--only, perhaps, not a widower. But I beg your pardon. Oh,
Miss Oakley, my dear, we shall miss you so!"
And the good woman, who had a heart--and hearts are worth
something--clasped the orphan-bride to her broad bosom, and shed over
her a torrent of honest tears.
"Thank you," Christian said, and returned the kiss gently, but no tears
came to her eyes.
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